First off: I want to thank EVERY person who left me love.
All your comments and all your emails.
It made me cry by all the love I was getting.
You came through for me
when I actually hit the floor and for that,
I am really appreciative.
I will admit that I was getting “stuck”.
“He” was my one and only and helped provide me with nice things.
I was there for him and always had his back.
I did my job to make sure things went smooth and to receive love.
Who would have known that he wouldn’t recognize that and throw me to the side for a new “bitch”.
I almost felt like how Angela Bassett did in Waiting To Exhale.
“I WAS YOUR WHITE MAN FOR FUCKING 5 YEARS.“
I feel you Angela.
I feel you.
Yesterday felt surreal.
Now that I am in my right mind…
“UM, SAY WHAT????”
We have all had the moments.
Someone says something to us and we are ready to knock their heads right off their shoulders.
The older I get, I realize that people are really shady.
They are not nice and will try to treat you like shit.
It use to bother me until I learned how to skillfully be nice/nasty.
So I had to ask you, my reader…
How much bullshit do you tolerate?
i know 1 thing, i was horny as shit.
and all i could think about was texting him and letting him know that.
the club had a lot of sexy niggaz,
I was damn near drunk,
and I wanted his pipe inside me.
sounds like a logic reason, right?
“wyd?” i texted….
i started to reminisce on the last time he blew my back out….
Can I tell you a freaky little secret that I have?
Well, you know I am not shy about sharing my secrets.
My goal is to be with something big.
I want that BIG love.
I want to travel with my Wolf, grow with my Wolf, and both learn about each other in many ways.
I want to fight with him, get tired of him, and still want to be with him after it is all said and done.
I want him to be sick of me, put me in my place, but in the end, he will still respect me and cum right back.
… I also want to have an out of this world sex life with this Wolf.
I mean, we GET IT IN.
He knows I am a freak and he could either be one or not, but he is open to learn.
Since I love toys and other sexual treats, I want us to always to make sure our sex life is BOOMING.
When I tell Star Fox about our sex life, I want him to hi5 me everytime I tell him what freaky thing we done did.
Well this is where my secret comes in…
I just got in the house after a Fox sent me this in email…
and it was like peeeeewwwwwnnnnnn…..