insidejamarifox

are u there, worry? it’s your bestie, jamari

my parents use to worry about everything.
my mother,
mostly.
God bless their souls,
but they really did me a disservice by witnessing that.
it wasn’t even about like traumatic shit either.
it was irrelevant “easy to fix” shit.
so i grew up worrying about everything.
from:

am i attractive?
do people like me?
how gay do i come off?
am i ever going to be “anything”?
am i doomed of a life of being single?
will i be homeless if i don’t find a job?
is being a loser who can’t get it right in my future?

today,
i was about to write a whole apology entry…

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i’m getting better at saying goodbye (wonderland)

as much as disrespect can sting,
i still leave every situation in my finest hour.
even in a break up/ended relationship with a wolf.
sure i’ll vent about it,
and i’ll probably shade them for the rest of their life,
but i try not to be “that fox”.
the one who turns hyena or jackal after something ends.
so things ended at wonderland today and i handled it with…

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chris evans might have confirmed being killed off in avengers 4

chris evans is one of my snow wolf crushes.
he has been for many years.
i think he is fine af and when he plays “captain america”:

…i’m in need of a whole pitcher of water.
i think he might be done with his super hero role tho.
they wrapped up “avengers 4” and chris tweeted this…

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siri is gonna keep the police legit pressed

am i the only one who uses siri?
like,
she isn’t perfect,
but she does the basics that i need.

– set a timer when i’m cooking
– send a quick text
– put my phone on dnd

easy shit.
well siri is about protect you against these hunters too.
if you ever get pulled over,
she is about to come through with the receipts.
this is what i read from “usa today”…
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i don’t like looking dehydrated in ig comments

i don’t like commenting on certain wolves igs,
especially ones i’ve fonted about.
i don’t “do” dehydrated.
i’ve commented on shit before,
to like tremaine or bk brandon,
but it’s never on some:

“i want your pipe in my mouth”

…type of time.
i try to be respectful and have boundaries on other’s pages.
i might be the only one.
so today,
i saw a screen recording from shawn mendes ig.
he was recording live,
but i don’t know if it was recent or old.
a make up youtuber,
by the name of james charles,
left a comment…