everything is going to shit on this sunday.
i’m tryin not to put that energy out there,
but it’s been one thing after another.
i figured i’d vent about it to clear my mind…
– i wake up to my bathroom light being dead.
since i was going to get my laundry,
i figured i’d swing by the 1 dollar store to get replacements.
the bulbs in my bathroom were the 2 long fluorescent bulbs.
i didn’t know which kind it was,
which my fault,
so i picked up two that looked like the ones that fit.
i get home,
one of the bulbs is missing from my bag.
i realized it must have slid out through the grocery cart.
there goes 4.99.
i take a pic of the right bulb size and leave out again.
the dollar store didn’t have it.
since the fuck with me in that store,
because they don’t do exchanges,
they let me exchange for something else.
i had to walk to home depot.
that’s a whole few blocks away from my crib.
btw: it’s brick outside.
the temperature dropped tremendously.
i get to home depot and no one is in the section with the bulbs.
i asked like 3 people for help and everyone is looking at me like i’m stupid.
this one chick said she would help me and my girl dipped on me.
at this point,
i’m starting to get real upset.
this friendly older wolf stops to help me.
we go to asks his manager if there is anyone in that section.
do you know this asshole manager,
who was on ig scrolling,
looks at us and shakes his head like “nope”.
tf you mean “nope”?
it took me everything in my power not to fly off the handle.
so i say out loud in my most sarcastic tone:
“does anyone work here or do folks get paid to model for home depot?”
so the older wolf ends up helping me find the bulb,
after digging through that florescent vomit.
so i say:
your manager is a real fuckin’ asshole.”
…and other things i shoudln’t have been saying on a sunday.
he wanted to agree out loud,
but he kept it professional.
he seemed fed up with that manager too.
the look on his face was in full agreement tho.
the bulbs were 12.00 each.
i wanted to vomit at the register.
i fumed as i walked back to my spot.
– i go to pay my internet bill.
it’s due in a few days.
the bill is way more than i usually pay a month.
i got on the horn with the absolute quickness.
i was told my bill will be much lower due to not paying for phone or cable.
well someone lied to me!
they bumped my bill up to 110 and i’m not even about that life.
i’m told i have to call tomorrow to explain why they fucked up.
they can’t help me today with their fuck up since that department is closed.
wtf they at work for then?
i don’t know what’s going on in the universe,
but the energy is off in my atmosphere.
not to mention i’m stressed high key about finding a job/income,
feeling lonely and sorta underappreciated.
it’s one of those days i just want to run into my shell and stay there.