conversations with a (middle) woman named connie
i wanted to give my father all the smoke yesterday.
i wasn’t done with him.
he got an earful when we violated,
but i chose chaos when i woke up the next day.
no one gets to hurt my feelings and thinks thats okay.
nah homie.
i wanted to bring all the smoke to his yard.
yesterday,
i got fully caffeinated with an ice coffee with a shot of espresso.
it would be the battery for his destruction.
my spirit told me to call connie from the messages first tho…
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my father violated me tonight.
we all weren’t blessed in life to pick our parents.
if so,
i would have picked a father who isn’t a liar and coward.
caribbean fathers have a tendency to be the worst.
my father and i have had a very distant relationship over the years,
even when i was a kid in barbados.
it was all due to the issues between my grandmother and him.
he was only used to buy me school uniforms and haircuts.
i’ll never forget going out with him as a kid and one of his friends saying how “soft” i looked.
deep down inside,
my father knew that i would be gay but didn’t want to admit it at the time.
when we had an honest conversation a few years ago,
i revealed my sexuality to him and he claimed he already knew.
he let me know that i was his son and that he would accept me.
tonight,
things took a different turn during a phone call we had…
they are about to send “well you’re fired” emails to those who don’t wanna let go of WFH
after my last job,
one of my life’s passions is to drag toxic corporate environments and bosses.
i’ll drag a toxic job while drinking chamomile tea and listening to mozart.
that tweet above highlights the dark side of the panny coming to an end tbh…
watch out for those folks who only want to suck you dry
most people are used to being treated like shit.
it’s a familiar language to them.
this is why with some males,
when you treat them like shit,
they will chase you even harder.
that requires your energy to be one of:
“I’m used to dealing with men,
whether fine or not,
and you aren’t acting what my worth requires.”
many of us are too insecure to get to that point.
when we have an open spirit,
everyone will try to find a way inside.
one of the foxholers sent me this video on twitter…
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would you stay if your partner confessed to smashin’ someone in the crew? (janet mock did!)
what is going on bts of fx’s “pose“?
it’s been some drama since the second season.
the final season appeared the other night,
but all folks are still talking about is janet mock’s meltdown.
at the premiere party at “jazz at lincoln center“,
she went ape shit over her worth and other “foot in the mouth” in a 15-minute speech.
what had me looking at her crazy was how she embarrassed her manz “papi“,
who is played by angel bismark cruiel on the show.
according to “page six“…
are you high level “pick-me”? (i was and i’m hiding my face in shame)
a couple of months ago,
the pretty vixen and i got into an argument.
it was over this wolf (jackal?) of interest.
she said that after all he has done in her eyes,
he wasn’t a standup type of dude.
“No!
He is a good guy!
He is just misunderstood!
You are being too harsh on him!”
now the pretty vixen is always right in judging folk’s characters,
but i was so into this dude type heavy that i wanted her to be wrong.
it wasn’t until i sat down and got introspective,
i realized he wasn’t shit and was treating me like i was the same.
i was on high-level “pick-me”.
i’ve seen this happen with other gays when it comes to other males.
some have even done it on the foxhole with attentionisitos and onlyfans stars.
it literally comes off like…
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