WHAT TF DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

i was taught to fear many things.
hell,
everything.
i grew up in a strict christian household and everything was the enemy.
if you asked anyone in my family when i was a kid,
i was rebellious and a bit of a wild card.
as the years went on,
and i got broken down piece by piece,
i started to get consumed by all kinds of fears.

I’ve always been in fear of God.

i didn’t want to appear disobedient in fear of going to hell or karma.
this last year has literally been from the pits of hell.
every time i think i take 2 steps forward,
i’m pushed down the stairs back into the basement.
i’ve been trying not to question God but it has been hard.
when i woke up this morning,
the other window in my living room fell out.
needless to say,
i blacked the entire fuck out at 6 am and screamed on God

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i wonder if byron perkins manz was allowed on set for this photo shoot?

i know some of ya’ll don’t like byron perkins.
i get it.
he is a handsome pre-baller wolf and his boyfriend is white.
not only is he white,
he’s chubby and not exactly a brad pitt clone.
“you could find his boyfriend at the walmart”.

That made me wonder what if he was Brad Pitt’s clone?
Would this even be a conversation?

anyway,
a foxholer sent me bryon’s photoshoot pics

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pinkydoll is a really a blackdoll?

i can’t go anywhere without people going:

“Gang Gang
Gang Gang.”

pinkydoll has taken over.
^this is how i know her.
she found a niche that made her successful without getting on onlyfans.
earlier this morning,
a foxholer sent me a dm with the message:

 

“Scammer Queen”

i was half asleep and was confused af.
i thought the vixen next to her was some kind of new clone

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mustang get cut by dababy because of dajackals

sometimes,
we have to realize some people never change.
i don’t understand how porn hyrbid,
mustang,
didn’t see the writing on the wall tbh.

When someone shows you who they are; believe them

he went into the dababy video thinking he had a clean slate…

but dajackals got him cut from the video…

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the mercury retrograde brought darius jackson back to keke palmer (aww cutes!)

when i was dealing with the work wolf issue,
i didn’t think i’d ever leave him alone tbh.
i’ll be 100 with you:

If he would have opened the gate for a re-do,
I would have gone back with my tail tucked between my legs.

when i look back at that rough time in my life,
The Foxhole legit dragged me so hard and i’m grateful.
i think God made us separate for all the right reasons.
it couldn’t be seen back then but it was the plan for now.

Did we really think Keke Palmer was going to completely leave her baby daddy,
Darius Jackson?

survey says

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testimony of a weathered fox

i’m going to get down on my knees for this entry.
even when things don’t work out,
we don’t give ourselves grace for simply trying.
something inside urged me to give grace today.
here is my current truth

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