what does “friendship” today mean?
is it meeting someone and forming a bond?
is it a stand in until you can throw them under the bus?
i really don’t understand the animals in these forests.
we want these great “fantasy” relationships,
but we can’t even keep our friendships in order.
you love someone one minute,
and the next,
you are airing them out on all your social media accounts.
i had to wonder…
Are we all just being fake to each other?
i have always said:
if you really loved someone,
or cherished them in your life,
you wouldn’t put them on blast when you fall out
a true test of character is how you handle a ending relationship.
everyone is quick to embarrass each other.
no one works anything out privately anymore.
everything has to be uploaded for the world to see.
can you even be yourself anymore?
your true self?
the one you that may get you judged?
or should you always keep a wall or two up?
just in case?
i was a true friend with someone.
we spoke everyday,
bought me shit,
and was a staple in my life.
i could say i loved them.
well it didn’t go well and they left me alone.
now i could have came on here and started shooting.
i could have done it in real life.
i was told shit that could really embarrass.
i would never give the satisfaction.
like our friendship,
what happened between us was private.
it would be a total bitch move to air secrets out.
as trite as it may sound,
i let God handle my PR.
he can do more damage than i could ever do.
if you are cool with someone…
you loved someone…
hell you were fuckin’ someone…
and it doesn’t end well…
don’t rush to the “outing” or “blowing up spots”.
i believe in karma.
once you do something vindictive to someone,
you already started the clock on your own downfall.
in a twist,
that animal who did you wrong is now in the clear.
it’s always best to just leave well enough alone.
even if someone is airing you out.
no tit for tat.
that is one of my secrets.
it feels good to see the ones who did you wrong at your paws.
they usually come crawling back or bowing down.
nothing in the world can beat that.