^that was a whatsapp from a friend of mine.
she needed to get a crib by the end of the month.
during these last few weeks,
everywhere she looked…
…it wasn’t what she was looking for.
either the house wasn’t up to her standards,
or when she did find a good one,
the neighborhood was at the corner of crime spree and gunshot avenue.
she called me a few weeks ago,
so i told her:
say what she wanted in her house
be as descriptive as possible
let it go and know your desires will be answered
she decided to take her cub to paris for a get away trip.
while in paris,
she got a call about a crib that would be perfect for her.
as soon as got back,
she went to see it and it’s hers.
the pretty vixen wanted to meet a baller wolf.
she randomly said she would meet one yesterday morning.
she said she gave no details.
two weeks before,
she joined a really expensive gym in the city.
she has always been one to align herself with what she wants.
since she has been going to this gym,
a few knicks baller wolves have been working out there.
they would be there during the day when she was at work.
she continued to do her thing and left the outcome alone.
well last night,
she ended up meeting one who plays for a team in another state.
as you know,
i have been looking for a job heavy.
i need something permanent or long term.
i was filled with anxiety and depression.
i said what i wanted in a job and left it alone.
well no soon after i said that,
i’ve gotten a number of job prospects that are long term/permanent.
i have a interview on monday.
not only that,
a position opened up at the pretty vixen’s office as well.
it’s only for six months,
but it’s everything i’m looking for.
i’m fonting all that to get to this point.
we all want something/someone,
but we get caught up in the “where is it?” or “why can’t i get it?”.
when we randomly say:
“i wonder what happened to _____________?”
…they/it just pops up with no effort.
well we aren’t attached to that outcome.
so that’s why it was nothing for us to get our answers.
it’s the big things we want that we attach “desperate” energy on.
i’m guilty of doing that all the time.
it usually never comes to pass and i’m left frustrated/depressed/over it all.
the pretty vixen and i have been testing this theory out these last few weeks.
little things were so easy to get.
all these years of emotionally and spiritually begging for things is all wrong.
when i’m in a “whatever” mode,
i usually get everything i want.
when i’m in worry or anxiety,
i never get the answers i’m looking for.
you see i randomly wrote about kiing lawrence and he showed up in the foxhole.
i randomly saw his pic,
randomly asked myself what happened to him,
something told me to write about him,
and he showed up as the answer.
i don’t think i was as descriptive as i what i wanted from him tho.
that was enough for me to know this is real shit.
so i want the foxhole to try it.
SAY – WHAT YOU WANT
BE – DETAILED AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
LET GO – OF THE OUTCOME AND MOVE ON TO OTHER SHIT
you can’t envy others or feel sad if things don’t happen immediately.
don’t complain to others because that means you’re still attached.
if you don’t get any answers,
that probably wasn’t for you,
but a better solution is on the way.
you have to legit be like “whatever” and follow the signs.
your senses will alert you when you got the answer.
it might be to call someone,
watch a movie that has a clue,
or go somewhere and you’ll bump into it.
you’ll just know.
so if i can get answers about the little things…
I WANT BIGGER MANIFESTATIONS!
i create my own reality with the help of the universe.
lowkey: the lyrics to “secret” from madonna are a master key…