i felt this was only fitting.
sure id love to be in a relationship right now,
as well as being wealthy with no worries about money,
but its something that just has to happen when it does.
ive come a long way from where i use to be…
you as well.
give yourself some credit.
once you start realizing who you are,
and loving yourself for every positive and negative,
is only when the doors of life will open up.
i hold onto that faith.
hell ive planted mustard seeds in the past that are hatching.
so i’m going to continue to work on myself,
be the fox that the right wolf needs in his life,
raise my power and stock in my writing/blogging.
and continue to enjoy my surroundings.
my journey is a lonely one.
i have crossed many hills and mountains.
encountered many storms.
my foxy mind,
and soul has been through it.
i made it tho.
some scars and a few scratches,
but a testimony nonetheless.
i’m blessed to not become bitter.
i’m blessed that my eyes still light up.
i’m blessed that i have moments in life that are amazing.
it doesn’t take much to make me happy.
i will vent about my life woes,
because some shit needs to be talked about,
but i’m grateful for everything that will happen in advanced.
the wolves ive been attracted to are not “him”.
i could have been looking for the right thing in the wrong place.
read that sentence few more times.
he will find me.
money will find me.
pleasure wiill find me.
i believe that.
you should in your own life as well.
there is beauty in being stalled tho.
makes you appreciate what you want more once you get moving again.