we don’t ever graduate from high school.
social media has made sure of that.
you clearly see who are popular and who are outcasts.
there is always that underdog that rises up to put paws on necks.
they end up being “the fav“,
and for some,
also start morphing into those who they had issues with.
What happens when folks bring that favoritism shit into your circle?
this is going somewhere…
when i’m in a group setting,
i always want folks to feel involved.
don’t you hate when you’re apart of a group,
but someone(s) make it perfectly clear you aren’t their fav?
there is this wolf i know who addresses everyone in my circle but me.
from what i know,
but he is attached to this one one particular wolf.
now that wolf and i are cool af.
we were friends long before this one came along.
it’s like we’ll be in a group chat and that wolf comes first.
every one else also gets his attention as well.
he’ll pretty much invite folks out,
but i’m chopped liver for whatever reason.
the rest make me feel involved.
they seem really oblivious to his actions,
but you can tell when someone doesn’t care for you.
they don’t move the same way with you like they do others.
in a group chat,
they’ll address everyone but you
when they invite others out,
you didn’t get an invite
when they’re in your face tho,
it seems to be all love.
now before you ask…
I did bring it to their attention.
if i have an issue with you,
i’ll pull you to the side.
he acted like he didn’t realize he was doing it.
things were all good and i felt involved.
it’s back to how it was.
i had to wonder if i’m being jealous?
no one wants to feel left out among friends tho.
i don’t want to be “the asshole with the attitude”.
you play that role and those types will play “the martyr”.
so i’m left to just grin and bear it.
it’s making me not want to be around him tho.
i wanted to ask the foxhole…