f0xmail: A Thank You Letter (2)

I dropped you a note a few months back praising your site – and Im just here again to show you some love. My boy was just sentenced to 4 years for some bullshit assault he got himself involved in over a year ago. we have been writing back and forth – im just trying to help him keep his head up and not let his guard down. ANYWAY…I just read your piece from a few weeks back on “are you a fighter”  im definitely going to make a copy of that and send it to him.  Weve been friends for over 25 years and this piece of writing should awaken his soul.

Just thankful for your words and all that you are doing.

MY ANSWER…

well you are welcome.
i am glad that entry struck with you.

funny story about that entry.
i wrote it and no one really commented.
actually, i think only one person did.
it was a blow to the ego,
because i was writing out of frustration.
giving up” has been the idea,
but it is never the option.
i don’t always want to be sexual and show cute wolves/foxes/and hybrids.
i’m not someone you just “fuck” and throw away.
i’m a mixture of pleasure and pain.
i think sometimes we get caught up in being these “blow up dolls“,
that we also forget we have issues and we need to vent.
we concentrate of the sexual aspect so much,
we forget that we are humans too.
and hour in the sack is nothing compared to a lifetime of pain.

i’m glad that my venting helped someone who was going through it.
i don’t feel bad for sharing that side of me.
this is “inside jamari fox”, ain’t it?
the good,
bad,
the raunchy,
the fantasy,
the controversial,
and the hope.

tell your boy keep your head up.

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTsPgxmOopI]

“no turning back…”

Author: jamari fox

the fox invited to the blogging table.

8 thoughts on “f0xmail: A Thank You Letter (2)”

  1. Your site has helped so many people Jamari! I thank you as well for always keeping it real and giving us all a forum to express ourselves. You may not have gotten many comments on that post..but it looks like it really touched someone. Much respect Mr. Jamari!!

  2. It’s nice to know that your posts touch people. Just because people don’t comment doesn’t mean that you haven’t helped someone. Don’t get all sensitive on us Jamari you know we love you. I’m not sure about the others, but I don’t comment on every vent thread because I basically don’t want to say the same thing over and over again. My comments may not be in the same wording but I’m pretty much saying the same thing.

    1. i agree i cant tell you how good it is to step into someone else space and they can talk about other things besides dick and ass. you show people that theres way more to the world than just that

  3. Hey, Inside Jamari Fox is required reading for me. You hip me to stuff going on all the time. Never dull. Keep up the good work and thanks for letting us share your experiences.

If you wouldn't say it on live TV with all your family and friends watching, without getting canceled or locked up, don't say it on here. Stay on topic, no SPAM, and keep it respectful. Thanks!

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