things were so rough and emotionally draining these last few weeks,
i had this brief moment of a suicidal thought.
i was in a mindset of…

Why is it all the things I want are so difficult to achieve?

from males i’ve desired to the life i’ve been fighting for,
it all seemed like it was a waste of time for that moment.
ever since i started going to therapy,
i’ve been learning to start changing those thoughts into something better.
azealia banks has everyone concerned today.
she put this in her ig stories…
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can i ask a question for the foxhole?
this isn’t directed at anyone in particular,
but Lord knows my social media timelines are flooded.
(there is a joke about this entry and flooded somewhere).
last night i had to sign off twitter because it was too much.
as you know,
cardi b came out with “wap” with megan thee stallion.
it’s been getting a ton of mixed reviews.
my thing is this…
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when i saw this picture,
i thought it was gonna be a hair collab tbh.
cardi b hasn’t pushed out anything in a minute.
megan thee stallion just released something so i thought she was on bed rest.
nope!
it’s a collab between them for “wap (wet ass [pussy)“.
they debuted thee song and video today.
well…
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you ever had a boss who everyone spoke highly of,
but they treated you like pure shit?
you almost felt like you were the crazy one.
it felt like a mind fuck.
they had so much power and influence over people that the responses would be:

“What?
No,
she is so pleasant!”

“He

is so cool.
Are you sure YOU didn’t do something?”

to add insult to injury,
they can use that influence to turn people against you.
they can lie and make you appear to be this horrible worker/person.
i get that impression when it comes to ellen and these allegations surrounding her.
as you know,
she is being accused of ( x creating a toxic work environment ).
this is what katy perry and kevin hart had to add…

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one thing i’ve learned about social media,
jobs,
and the industry:

It’s not the place to find friends

now that isn’t saying you can’t meet someone(s) cool in those places,
and eventually they can become your friends after a heavy screening,
but you gotta be real careful with how folks move.
if not,
you’ll be carrying around high expectations and catchin’ “L”s each time.
i remember jaguar wright from off jay-z “unplugged” album.
her voice is magical,
her first album wasn’t as good,
she was in a commercial…

…and then she just upped and vanished.
well she’s back and had recent smoke for all the neo-soul folks she fucked with.
the roots,
erykah badu,
and jill scott,
but what she alleges about common…
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oh now its about to be really over…
i’m sure half of the united states has an onlyfans.
the way this country is going,
the other half might be contemplating some light work on there.
well a big celeb is about to make their debut on onlyfans and well…
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