“What about your friendssssssss…”

that is one of my favorite tlc songs next to “creep“.
do we have real friends in our lives?
or do we have stand-ins who will let us down?
there is always a prominent thing that has happened in my life with past friends…

What a plot twist.

Foxhole,
you ever had a male act real funny towards you?
for the life of you,
you couldn’t understand why.
he was standoffish and weird with no logical reason.
sometimes,
vocally expressing why he don’t fuck with you.
remember when twitch attentionisto,
kai cenat,
dragged lil nas x all over his stream?

he had all these folks like “huh?”.
well and allegedly…

…and folks wonder why people are so homophobic.
growing up around straights judging everything i did was not easy for me.
it left me hating myself and wishing i wasn’t so detectable.
i was a beacon in attracting some fine ass DLs but outside of that,
life was pretty much hell.
The Foxhole knows the story.
i can imagine what its like being straight and accused of being gay.
shannon sharpe caught some gay strays when he got out of a car…

Yesterday was…
Well…

i had all intentions of coming on the Foxhole after my errands yesterday.
i had a plan yesterday morning.
God often laughs when you make plans but this might have been the devil.
well i ain’t laughing.
so i got a call from my therapist just as i was on the way home.
i never get any calls from her outside of the days of my session.
she tells me…

I’m gonna stand on that.

out of all the vintage penis attentionistos,
steven beck is still the most interesting.
besides keeping up with his looks and bawdy,
he has lived many different lives….

I had a crush on Stevie J when I saw his pic in Vibe magazine as a kid.
It was showcasing the Hit Men producers for Bad Boy.
All I remember was he became my jack off fantasy for a good year off that pic.

my foxy senses told me not to go to bed yet.
it looks like we got an update about the alleged stevie j pics that dropped.
this is an update from a F-BI…