I know a straight male who I’m friends with,
and he has other gay male friends,
and I’ve gotten asked if he is gay by curious vixens.
I don’t many straights don’t realize how offensive that can be for all parties involved.

i don’t know why most straights get so caught up in “all gays have a certain look/action“…

…Because some of their friends and family members are gay and don’t have a certain gay look or action.
In fact,
like chameleons,
they learned to blend in and play the game to get where they need to be.

its different to them when you are supposed to look a certain way way,
act a certain way,
but feel a completely different way.
it becomes a way of life and they learn and adapt to be ninjas.
so a broken clock can be right twice a day.
benzino is that that broken clock.
he was on a podcast and they asked him his opinion about diddy smashin’ meek…

I’m sitting here,
crying,
and i don’t know why.
It might be the energy of the day or morning.
i dunno.

we are in one of the hardest times in our lives.
from our cities being overrun with crime,
the cost of living being unbearable,
and dating being an absolute shit show,
we are all holding on by a tiny thread.
we are one “something” away from losing our minds.
social media was supposed to be an escape but it’s been highlighting that…

i was shocked and saddened when i read that mandisa from american idol died today.
i remembered her rooting for her to win.
she had such a warm spirit and was kind even though simon joked about her weight.
even though we don’t know what her cause of death is,
they are saying that she suffered from depression and spoke about her suicidal thoughts.
this is her,
without all the glam and turned “off”:

you can see the sadness within her eyes.
i’m starting to believe that…

*Foxhole,
if you meet someone who looks like this and he wants a monogamous relationship,
you better lock him down and keep him off the social forests.
Big Daddy right hea tho,
it’ll probably a few trips to pound town with some light sight seeing.
Let’s get into it.

the following entry is a doozy but its a real situation we may encounter.
every male we meet that gives us the googly eyes doesn’t always want something serious.
i think with the proper communication and the right questions,
we should already be on the same page with the person giving us the googly eyes.
so i remember seeing big daddy and motule all over my TL.
i didn’t get “relationship” from them because i didn’t see much chemistry between them.
they gave off “gays who have fucked a few times“:

lashawn,
who left that comment,
seems to have cum…
between those two.
in more ways than one?
the F-BI alerted me of this scandal that has the forests barking…

i’m going to font something because of all this conversation on black with white partnering.
i hope it doesn’t come off nasty because that isn’t the intent but i felt triggered after the last entry.
i’m asking God to allow my fingers to word my thoughts correctly…