Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
ima do… vent about my family
yesterday,
as i was doing my vocals,
the urge to just vent came over me.
i have been having some issues weighing on me about my family.
so i took it to the vocal docket.
this week’s podcast…
watch how joe budden checks a fool asking about his alleged bisexuality
two of my biggest fears growing up:
People looking at me when I walked into a room
People asking, assuming, or talking about me being gay
both things usually synergized with each other.
people have this obsession with others’ sexuality.
some are bold af too!
they’ll literally ask you if you’re gay in front of people.
like,
don’t even pull you to the side to ask.
some do use it as a way to embarrass someone.
I hate when loudmouth gays do it.
even though joe budden has his problematic moments,
i enjoyed how he handled a jackal trying to embarrass him.
mark hoffa wanted joey to clarify his alleged bisexuality.
this is how he ended up checking mark hoffa…
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who hurt YOU?
who were you before you got hurt?
who were you before you got molested by your uncle?
who were you before you were stabbed in the back by your “best friend”?
who were you before you got cheated on by the “love of your life”?
who were you before you got HIV by that hyena who said he was clean?
we all were “someone” before another someone or something changed us.
i was “someone” too…
YOU ARE STILL THE BADDEST EVEN IF HE DON’T WANT YOU NO MORE
He broke your heart.
He broke you.
Now he is in another situation on social media.
They look happy.
You looked happy once upon a time with him too.
So seeing them both,
it has annihilated your self-esteem and worth.
that was me yesterday.
it rocked my world because i was expecting the opposite.
i was expecting him to fuck up another person’s life.
nope.
this one seems different.
so my inner control panel wanted to revert to “old jamari“.
i wanted to lay around,
think about why i’m not worth it,
and compare myself to him(and everyone).
i was about to put on sad music to be an emotional wreck but…
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EPISODE 3 & 4 OF IMA DO ME DROPS NOW
last week,
i uploaded two solo podcasts to soundcloud and the feedback was insane.
i want to thank everyone who reached out with such positive words.
this is episodes 3 and 4…
THE SUICIDE NOTE FROM ARLANA MILLER THAT TRIGGERED ME
The following is Reading MA
Suicide
i sympathize heavily with those who take their own lives.
life is extremely hard and not fair for many.
people can think taking your own life is selfish…
…But people and circumstances can make you feel like you are not worth it.
i know what it’s like to feel like you don’t matter.
that you tried your best and you didn’t feel accepted.
you try to find this love to complete you,
but you get used and tossed aside like trash.
you watch those same people move forward while you are left to heal.
i hate we are broken but they get the luxury move into new relationships.
how fun is that?!
/sarcasm
i’ll be 100 with you foxhole:
I would have been outta here a long time ago.
sometimes i feel like i wish that i did do it tbh.
the following really triggered me tbh.
it was from arlana miller from baton rouge, la.
she took her own life the other day but reading her final message…
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