Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
the last of us 2 has a deeper message than revenge tbh
i’ve been playing “the last of us 2” as one of my friends watches.
i had so many question about the last season of the show,
“the last of us“.
the first game came with my ps4 and i loved it.
when the sequel came out…
…i was pretty excited but BOY,
where the opinions i started hearing about it were bleak.
When I asked other I know about it,
they told me how terrible it was because of how they handed Joel.
whew.
i actually got my “a-ha” moment with that sentence above.
so I didn’t play it off of what I was hearing but not only that:
We have to play as a character named Abby that gave Joel his fate for his actions.
don’t even get me started on the alleged transphobia in regards this vixen.i think it’s because you have to play as her afetr what happened and people were upset.
that was the big “fuck this game” because of what happened to joel.
interestingly enough,
as i’ve learned abby’s backstory while playing,
i’m going on record to font that as much as Joel was my Zaddy…
to the spanish dude in the supermarket this morning
hi.
i was looking at my phone when i walked in the store,
but when our eyes locked,
i think you saw me mouth the word:
“Damn.”
when i did a full bawdy scan:
Handsome AF
Nice biceps
The black wife beater showed all the meats that was on the menu
like my vixen in “sinners“:
“I wanted you to come steal this pussy.”
it’s just jokes for the “pussy vs bussy” fun killers in the back.
anyhoo,
i was made sure to adjust my body language so you could come steal this.
you gave the impression you were interested but i alas…
same orbit (jamari fox); different planets (cousin hybrid)
how do two people grow up in the same orbit,
but end up speaking completely different emotional languages?
i asked cousin hybrid that exact question yesterday.
his answer…
jamari fox is an old queen who needs to settle down
this morning after a wonderful weekend,
i come back to reality and under the brad pitt entry:
“You are a 43 year old man. Grow the fuck up and settle down already. Give the young black gays something to aspire to. Ain’t you tired Jimmy? Go watch some CraigTheWriter videos on YouTube and get your shit together. Old ass queens make me fucking sick.”
ouch!
i JUST wrote about mikayla raines taking her own life over online bullying.
what a way to be an example a week later.
it was from screen name “YN“.
this didn’t feel like it was coming from a young n!gga tho.
the wording felt like an old gay pineapple projecting his venom on me.
so let’s break this down…
i could’ve exposed you but i didn’t
i was entertaining a certain wolf of interest these last few months.
keyword: WAS in all caps,
bolded,
underlined,
and possibly lit on fire.
he had me tight a few days ago and still hasn’t heard from me.
i haven’t called to “talk about it”,
no texts to check in,
or not even a “hope you’re well” after the extended silence.
When I’m done,
I’m fuckin done.
yesterday,
i shared my thoughts on that jackal who went off on lala anthony over a parking spot.
he took the petty express lane and decided to drag her name,
her current manz,
and even a few of her old industry bones into the mix.
it was messy but more importantly,
it made me realize something about myself…
the post that broke me
sometimes,
we can handle the harassment and bullying.
you don’t even need to be a public figure:
Imagine how it is for many people at work being bullied and harassed by bosses?
Feeling weak and hopeless because that is how you make money.
It’s not like you can escape because you need that job to survive,
along with the fact it’s hard to find a job atm.
when people catch you during difficult times in your life,
that is when it can really enhance mental health issues.
depression turns into a black hole with thoughts of final answers.
the following is when i nearly un-alived myself over online bullying…
*This post contains discussion of suicide, suicidal thoughts, and/or self-harm. Please take care of your mental and emotional well-being before proceeding. If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. Help is available:
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