i try not to be one of those conspiracy nuts.
you know the types.
the government is out to get them so they hate technology.
they’ll get a flip phone if they have to.
sooner or later,
they’ve moved to some cabin up in the mountains to stay “off the grid”.
eh.
if big brother wants to find you,
they’ll find you.
back in the day,
i was out with pose and her cousin was talking about laptop cameras.
she said she puts a bandage over her camera.
apparently,
people can hack into your laptop and access your camera.
they’ll watch you while you’re naked,
pretending you’re a pop star in your bedroom,
jackin off,
or even having sex.
it sorta scared me a little.
recently,
the subject of hacked cameras came up again within another conversation.
so i went to amazon and got to ordering.
the product just came today…

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i love when i font something and it carries over into the next.
i didn’t think i’d be giving a two-parter to the last entry,
but eh.
 it was definitely drama in my apartment just now.
so i’m writing an entry and my smoke detector went tf out…

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drama.
next to “screw”,
it’s another 5 letter word most of us crave.
drama is something most of us can’t live or function without.
even if things are going well in our lives.
it’s like a drug to some.
life can get very boring without that excitement.
this explains why some folks jump out of airplanes and love raw sex.
it’s that thrill of the un-explainable happening.
besides looking for my next source of making money,
and waking up rested because no wolf is cheating on me,
my life is currently really chill.
until…

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…or do i?
you ever felt a craving for something,
but you just couldn’t figure out what you wanted?
i get like that constantly.
some days,
i think i want something in particular,
but when i get it,
i realize it’s not what i really wanted.
i’m starting to feel this way about the male species…

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freddy krueger.
the iconic slasher from the 80s.
hopefully,
you know who he is.
if not,
i’ll need a full watch party of his first movie.
as the story of freddy krueger goes,
he was a child killer from a small town in springwood, ohio.
it wasn’t until a gang of parents banned together and killed him.
after death,
he came back as a spirit to haunt teenagers in their dreams.
they had to stay awake in order not to enter his world.
as soon as you heard this chant…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uajOQCQBKFY

…it was pretty much over for you.
as much as it was just a movie to scare you into not sleeping,
some of us have/have had a freddy in our own lives…

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 i needed to do some self-care these last few days.
i need to take breaks to recharge.
i’m definitely not super fox up in here.
sometimes,
it takes one thing to have you sink,
but this latest only made me angry instead of depressed.
i think being able to detach helped.
so i wake up this morning to all hell breaking loose…

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