Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
they won’t like you if you aren’t comfortable with yourself

you know what foxhole?
i was thinking about something today and it blew my mind.
The foxhole is the only place I have ever felt comfortable to be myself
in my life…
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i want to thrive and my crops to be watered again

i want to get back into the law of attraction lifestyle.
when i focused on that for a good period of my life,
i was really seeing the benefits of the universe.
my hair was growing,
my skin was clear,
my crops were watered
a haiku.
now tho...
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you’re abusive because of your mother and father

we are really abusive and you don’t even realize it.
this current dragging and ghosting culture is a high key sign.
another sign is how we treat others we claim we love.
even if the person is good to us,
or are our biggest cheerleaders,
we will turn around and treat them like stink trash.
that “love” word can be so dangerous in the wrong hands.
it isn’t until they leave,
or they drop dead,
that we recognize their worth and realize just how trash we really are.
Are some of us low-key psychopaths out here?
hmm.
so i was talking to one of my older cousins on my mother’s side last night…
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it seems like a (hair) loss

Act One: Denial
it started about a few years ago at work,
liar liar noticed a small thinning patch in the middle of my head.
she made a big deal of it by pointing it out to everyone.
when she saw me freaking,
her narrative changed to:
“it’s not that bad!”
…but in my eyes,
it was.
the thought of losing my hair destroyed me…
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being a creative and suffering with depression is a special kind of hell

“I suffer from deep depression, so my only release is music.” – kevin gates
what if you have no energy for that?
your creative outlet?
something that should make you happy?
i’m sorry foxhole…
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bad news at 2:30pm in the afternoon

so i just got some news.
i was in the middle of making a vision board when i got the call.
i’ve been trying to get my mind in the right direction.
i’m not a whole mess about it,
but i guess you can say i’m frozen.
you know when you hear bad news and you’re in disbelief.
this news was in regards to my aunt through marriage brother…




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