*i’m currently laying in the swamp of the valley.
my fur is covered in mud and i haven’t gotten up from the bank.
the hyenas and jackals are trying to figure out if i’m dead.
they want to eat me alive.
as the tears are welling up in my eyes,
i am trying to find the strength to get up.
there was a point i was on top of a big mountain,
but evil forces threw me all the way back down to the bottom.

the swamp is a good place to be tho…

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abusive relationships can come in many forms.
just because they aren’t fucking you,
that doesn’t mean they aren’t abusive.
in the real forests,
people don’t care if you’re good or not.
they don’t care if you’re loyal or will fight in their honor.
how many tv shows/movies have shown “ryde or die” characters getting axed?
their “friend” got a bug in their ear and got rid of them,
only to find out that what was said wasn’t true.
watch out for those types who are easily influenced and can’t think for their own.
sooooooooo i did it again…

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lemme font to my foxes out there.
we haven’t talked in a while…
we gotta stop being too aggressive with these males out here.
like,
i’m all for taking charge for the d,
but most of these males are playing wack submissive ass games.
who has the time?…

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impact.
you never know whose lives you touch on a daily basis.
we get up,
get dressed,
and walk out the door to face these forests,
but you never know who secretly admires or depends on you.
other folks have impacted me in many ways,
but i never thought i was that impactful.
well i learned my impact quite recently and honestly,
my faith in humanity has been restored…

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God moves in mysterious ways.
after a comment that was left on my last entry,
i got to thinking about my journey through jobs.
i’ve been through a lot of jobs.
out of 2 jobs i’ve had,
all the rest have been “temp to perm“.
i was always promised that i’d get hired,
and would work my whole tail off,
but it never worked out.
a majority of my bosses have been pretty awful.
after a while,
i saw just how toxic most of the environments were too.
as i was laying here,
trying to figure out my life,
i got a call from my head huntress.
foxhole…

Continue reading “so my ex co-workers are determined to destroy my insides, huh?” →

with all of my past jobs,
i’ve always put the foxhole first.
no matter what time i came home,
i would hop on the foxhole to catch up.
with this last job,
i noticed i wasn’t doing any of that.
my days were always so busy and by the time i got home,
all i wanted to do was sleep.
not only that…

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