it’s time for another test to see where i’m are at

often times when we ask God for something,
shit tends to go south very quickly.
you can’t expect to get anything in life that easy.
you often have to put in a ton of work to achieve your goal.
so when i’m trying to manifest something i truly desire,
i’ve always noticed that it never comes easily.
when we are in school,
we must take a test at the end of a semester.
you will be tested in the school of hard knocks.
now i don’t know if it’s just me

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the ambush at 430pm

ya know,
when i came into this meeting today,
i thought it was to touch base about upcoming tedious work nonsense.
not for nothing,
but our meetings are rather annoying,
tbh.
i hate them.
well it wasn’t a meeting about upcoming tedious work nonsense.
as soon as i sat down,
it was told to me that this was a meeting about “things brought to their attention about me“.

Who knew I was walking into an ambush this afternoon?

golly gee oh my…

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live-ish

so i wanted to treat the foxhole today.
my foxy senses told me to do it,
but when karaoke randomly suggested it,
i knew it was a message from The Universe.
i wanted to treat the foxhole to a special podcast from me to you

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it’s time to officially say goodbye

foxhole,
it’s time to say goodbye

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i have a nasty habit

i love the law of attraction.
from very young,
when i would think of something i wanted,
it would somehow appear to me really quickly.
in the teachings of the law of attraction,
you have to act like you already have it.
“fake it til you make it”.
i would apply that same method when i met someone i was interested in.
they would have to show signs they were interested in me also.
i would consciously imagine we were already together in being an optimist.
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taking dick should come with benefits and 401k

the first time hurt like God knows what.
my first 1/2 was fine af,
so you know i was open,
but he only got it in half way and did a half a stroke before i told him to get out.

Get TF outta me and get out my aunt’s crib

like,
it felt like i was taking a shit but in reverse.
i don’t even think i was skilled in the art of cleaning myself out too.
( x see that entry here )
sorry to that man.
after that,
i didn’t think i would let a wolf up in me again.
if this is how my sex as a fox was gonna be,
i was gonna quit while i was ahead.
all these fine ass wolves and i’d be struggling to get it in all the way.
nope.
it was like that the next few times i was trying to thot and bop.
foxhole…

Taking dick ain’t no walk in the park

there is no easy way to get around it.
unlike a pussy

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