my straight boyfriend cheated on me with another gay male

i’m being dramatic af with that title.
i’m good tho.
many of us have an issue with leading folks on.
yes,
you might have that issue.
i’ve been led on and i’m guilty of doing it at times.
we meet folk and not really be feeling them,
but we flirt/sleep with them in “the moment”.
they are usually a convenience to entertain until the right one comes along.
my straight home-wolf,
who i consider my straight boyfriend,
actually did that to another gay fox he met…

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they let jamari fox on imbd now

today was an interesting day for me.
i felt a shift.
a door might have closed but and a new path opened up.
it felt like the timid little fox inside me grew up as well.
i’ve been working with one of my good friends,
yhá mourhia wright,
on her web series,
#LOVEMYROOMIE.
we started together and got let go at the same time at my last job.
she was featured on season 1 of my podcast.
well because of working with her,
you can add “creative consultant” to my growing resume…

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all the current surviving class of 2020, do you have high hopes for 2021?

i don’t mean to be a debbie downer,
but i don’t have faith in the rest of this year.
hell,
i can even say i don’t have much faith with 2021

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a cold jamari fox is a better jamari fox

i’m def not the person i was at the beginning of this year.
that fox was an insecure mess who was begging to be taken seriously.
he was discarded from a terrible job and thought he lost the world.
for the first couple of months,
i was broke af and struggling with the worse kind of anxiety.
whenever we all fell into this alternate universe,
that’s when things started to change for me.
there was a wolf i was interested in real heavy…

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i’m done with jamari fox.

say what?

“I’m done with Jamari.”

that was one of the lines being read back to me by a mutual friend.
the other was from a recent ex-friend who i had to bark on.
there has been tension stirring within our group and it exploded the other night.
he violated,
tried being snarky with me,
and that led me to

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maduka emilio okoye sounds like mandingo warrior, don’t it?

look at that muthafuckin’ bicep.
put THAT away sir.
ever so often,
a wolf from online takes my breath away.
you know those types.
well the pretty vixen hit me about ^that wolf up there.
his name is maduka emilio okoye and…

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