people will disappoint you every time so why try?

“I just fade into the abyss with people.”

that was the pretty vixen telling me how she doesn’t do confrontation.
personally,
i like to pull folks to the side so we can be on the same page.
for my mental health,
i always like to squash issues so i don’t take any ghosts with me.
i know that isn’t always possible but if i have to move on,
at least we had a conversation before we got to that point.
i had to wonder tho…

Is confrontation always a good thing?

today,
i sent three texts to three people in my life…
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do i have the rona or is this regular seasonal depression? sheesh

i had to ask myself if i had the rona today.
i know one of the main symptoms is tiredness.
foxhole,
i’ve been so out of it these last few days.
hell,
these last couple of weeks?
i don’t know if this is a depression or what,
but i’m legit exhausted at 7:17pm.
now…

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blind item: let’s dance into this potential scandal?

you know i love a good blind item.
the f-bi has been buzzing about this alleged story.
i received the following pictures anddddddddd….
so it’s about a famous gay couple who has been dancing their way into our hearts.
it seems like we might be able to two-step into their alleged bedroom because…

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honesty, what is it?

back in the day,
i was very quiet.
i was “shy” shy.
shit would happen and i would stay silent.

Life forced me to speak up for myself

i am fake shy these days,
but i’ll say whats on my mind if i feel fit.
in a world where folks hides who they are,
and their true thoughts on issues,
i had to wonder…

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my homeboy is struggling with his health ever since he caught the rona

i’m a believer.
you never truly care about something until it affects someone close to you.
one of my home-wolves ended up catching the rona.
i think i fonted about this before.
he ended up getting it through his wife,
who got hers by attending a halloween event with her trump supporting family.
he lives in atlanta and has been going through it since he got it…

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when you get worn out and can’t leave the bed for hours.

i spent the last few days on my back.
worn out wasn’t the word.
i ended up sleeping a majority of the days.
you know how i said i had all these plans a few entries down?

Play: Zelda
Clean: My crib
Watch: “Queen’s Gambit”

well…

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