i hope when god blesses me with a great wolf.
i want the typical things like loyalty,
but i hope he always turns me on.
i can’t get with just anyone and be happy.
i would cheat on that poor fella like it was nothin.
at least i’m honest.
i want that “olivia and fitz/scandal type bond”…
their chemistry turns me on.
as dysfunctional as that is,
he loves her.
the way he looks at her when she walks in a room.
it’s like time stops.
he is attracted to everything about her.
i nearly exploded watching that episode…
i want my wolf as freaky as i am.
willing to try freaky things in the bed with me.
i want to always turn him on.
i want him to always turn me on.
i want to always explore different things with him.
i don’t want some prude.
someone who thinks freaky is fuckin with the lights on.
i hate those types.
i always attract them.
i have yet to meet my match.
for some odd reason,
i’m getting into domination.
i never really was before.
it turns me on to make some cocky nigga my bitch in the bed,
throwing his legs in the air,
suckin his dick from the back.
slobbering on his balls and gooch.
watching him scream and run from my mouth.
asking him if he would ever give this dick away?
i didn’t hear you muthafucka?
don’t make me ask again.
driving him crazy would drive me crazy.
i want that.
i need that.
to get that means you have to “earn” me.
i don’t just do that with a question mark.
i don’t give the good stuff to a question mark.
watching olivia say she wants him to “earn” her:
“you want me?
thats what i’m saying!!!!
earn me doesn’t mean you bought me.
you buy me nice things and are never there.
earn me means you fought for me.
you made it known to me that you want me.
i didn’t have to guess.
you didn’t treat me like what you are use too.
you came and you just took it.
where is the fight?
the big throw down?
oh that’s right.
it went out the window when people stopped having class.
when meaningless sex became easier to get like mcdonalds at 3am.
well i am not a toy that you can play with when you’re bored,
i am not the fox the wolf gets at the end of the movie.
I am not a fantasy.
i am a reality.
turn me on.