so i been into a lot of crime documentaries lately.
“friends like these: the murder of sarah neese” on hulu,
“toxic love story“,
“the crash”,
and “idaho murders” on netflix were so good.
sidebar: i been into crime shit,
but i still refuse to watch “dahmer” because that scares TF outta me.
today,
i watched a documentary that floored me on netflix.
it is called “death of the pastor’s wife” about the untimely death of mica miller…
even though all sexes can be like this,
i’m gay and shit like this scares me about other males tbh.
its like you gotta properly vet these menz before you bring them in.
that doc is the perfect example of a jackal who used control on his victim,
which happened to be his wife,
and used the bible as a way to do it.
i don’t know how people sat up in that church,
straight faced,
as he talked about lack of sex from your wife causes cheating.
like,
was that not a red flag?
also,
he cheated on his first wife with mica,
and then while still with mica,
boldly he cheated on her with her church hoe replacement whose husband just died.he married the church hoe replacement right after mica died too.
like,
boldly cheating and making mica feel like she was crazy.
the jackal was a sex addict and a whole psychopath.
the way he wanted sex 4 times a day was insane.
the things he texted the family/friends when mica died was crazy.
the church sermon he had the day after mica was found dead was out of control.
in my honest opinion,
i feel like mica was so low and broken that she took her own life.
even though he alleged wasn’t there when she took her own life,
his abuse pushed and provoked her to do that.
when someone knows what your weak points are,
and for mica is it was her severe mental health he caused,
they will use it to destroy you if you aren’t strong enough.
some jackals and hyenas prey on us because of that.
it was a really sad story and i wish she stayed with her first husband.
he truly loved her but sometimes:
we don’t see the forest beyond the trees when we are in love.
that jackal of a pastor preyed on her during a very young age too.
truly a sad story and i hope he finds his way into someone’s prison.
the amount of mental,
emotional,
sexual,
and physical torture he put mica through was crazy.
ya’ll know it’s serious when nancy grace was on it:
but these videos:
…if you want more like i do.
lowkey: the person i was staying with was similar.
they’re weapon of choice was control and manipulation too.
they said to me one time in a text…
“you didn’t talk to your landlord the way you are talking to me.”
i was oooooh we are playing that game.
copy.
