we all have fought with friends.
i’m sure we have all gone at it with people we love.
i know i have.
lets say you choose to end the friendship.
maybe it was too much negativity.
or maybe it has just ran its course.
why the FUCK…
does that give someone the right to start telling your business?
what the hell is that about?
where is the fuckin’ loyalty?
shit like this makes you not want to trust people at all.
in friendships you are supposed to share things,
sometimes private moments,
and you expect them to stay between you and you “friend”.
well i guess the new thing is “friendship ends so lets start talking”.
you see these jackals expose everyone for 15 minutes of fame nowadays.
i started to wonder…
Why can friends turn into your biggest foes?
i would like to think i’m a loyal fox.
people have told me many of their secrets.
even people who email me know the trust is there.
even in my biggest “knock down; drag outs”,
i have never told anyone’s business.
sure i’ll talk about how hurt i was,
and what made me vex about the situation,
but all that other private shit is irrelevant to the point.
for some odd reason tho,
the other person likes to start telling mine!!!
i knew a wolf i was cool with.
just recently we had a falling out.
not my fault at all,
anyway during our “friendship”,
we shared many things with each other.
i didn’t reveal anything too crazy to him,
but i did share some stuff that i wouldn’t tell just anyone.
he would tell me all his business tho.
he even spoke about our mutual friends.
stuff about some of the vixens he messed with.
i tried to always stay objective and not throw daggers with him.
that was my first clue.
thats when i started to watch what i say.
i can’t be cool with you if i gotta watch my words.
well we not cool no more and something i told him got back to me today.
what in almighty fuck??…
the ratchet side in me wants to start talking myself,
but i’d rather watch karma teach him a lesson.
when you go tit for tat,
it also looks like you can’t be trusted as well.
thank god i didn’t say anything too incriminating.
i really would have been tite.
it just fucks me up that people don’t take loyalty seriously.
a majority of people are jackals in disguise.
like who can we really trust?
and are we for really fuckin’ sure?
that friend with the ear that becomes the enemy with the mouth….
is people really our “friends”?
or are people just ticking time bombs ready to explode with your business?
it gets to the point that we let people in our lives,
but we gotta sign a nondisclosure agreement in case the shit ends.
“in case this friendship comes to nothing,
all personal business shared by both parties will remain confidential.
in case you bump your head and fuck up,
remember your ass CAN and WILL be sued.
please sign on the dotted line below.
they will have all your business on front street,
but get mad when you start dragging out theirs.
i started to wonder that if we can’t trust out friends,
and maybe even some family…