apparently i’m too optimistic.
who woulda thunk?
i woke up to about 13 iMessages today on my phone,
who thinks that i’m not seeing the real side of life.
the one where white people are “crackas”,
everyone is out to get you,
it’s all about money and power,
and you are doomed if you aren’t rich.
that’s his biggest problem with me.
in his words:
“that’s jamari’s world and everyone just lives in it.”
all because i refuse to call white people “crackas”,
not manipulate and fuck people over for power,
and just keep the faith as i work towards my goals.
well what a fuckin’ disgusting man of a bitch i am.
i need to be shot on site then.
lowkey: someone may need to get read the riot act.
i been holding a lot of word vomit in for a while now.
it’s time to throw it up.