one thing a fox doesn’t do,
is a fox don’t chase.
unless the feelings are mutual,
then you can put on your running shoes…
anything less than that is dead and goes on the shoe rack.
so i’ve been communicating with the snow model wolf i met at #nyfw…
after speaking to him,
he revealed to me that he does personal training on the side of his career.
sidebar: i told god that i wanted a personal trainer to start fall with.
i waned to start working out heavy so next summer could be a problem.
i know that if i don’t hire a personal trainer,
i will not go to the gym.
we don’t need to go into that debacle of me signing up for the gym last year…
okay so back to situation…
he said his rates are cheap.
cheap is something i could afford right now.
he wanted to meet up so we could discuss what i’m looking for.
well the times we were suppose to meet,
it would be always something.
he would cancel at the last minute.
tonight he said he would meet me at my job at 530.
do you know i waited there and he didn’t show up?
i had to text him,
for him to reply 45 minutes later:
something came up.”
excuse me what?
i’m sure if i was some blonde hoe with a leaky pussy,
he would have been at my job.
hell maybe that older snow wolf he left with.
he must not like money or manners.
if you knew you had something to do,
common courtesy would be to call/text and let me know.
i don’t like waiting.
i don’t wait,
especially for a wolf who doesn’t forewarn me i’ll be doing that.
not have me sitting there at my job like a fuckin’ moron.
twiddlin’ my thumbs and shit.
people leaving and asking me:
“why you still here?”
see shit like this would have his number erased with the quickness,
and i should because i was real tite about it,
but i won’t burn a bridge just yet.
the ball is in his court.
he will hit me up with a solid confirmation.
he needs to be at the place we are meeting and then i’ll show up.
fool me once,
shame on me…
plus i had to ask myself,
with all these various cancellations,
do i really want to pay someone like this to train?
my idea of a trainer is someone who will go hard on me.
i don’t need someone so lackadaisical about it.
especially when my money and time are involved.
we’ll see what happens with this one.