for everyone who has read this site.
the one s who left comments,
and just been there for me.
you don’t know me at all,
but i feel so close to everyone.
you have been through my ups and downs.
all my documents of everything ive been through.
i wake up thinking of you all and go to bed the same.
its been five years since ive launched this site,
and through the good and the bad,
it has been a ride.
one that has kept me sane and helped me grow up tremendously.
i’m definitely not the person i was when i first started.
thank you for being my seat belt on many occasions.
to mr. green who interviewed me.
i’m grateful he still did after i called him about the flood.
he was patient and an all around nice man.
i hope i left something with him to hire me for the position.
i was honest with me and explained the situation i was in.
i pray he takes that into consideration.
who boxed up a ton of food to send to me today.
he didn’t have to do that,
but he did.
he has been trying to make me feel better.
even tho i’m not in the mood to read the texts,
he hasn’t left my side.
star fox’s mother who prays for me.
her family is struggling,
but she was kind enough to give me money.
i’m grateful she birthed such a good person into my life.
someone who saw the good within me.
someone who loved me and wasn’t scared to tell anyone i was his best friend.
to all my friends irl who stuck by me.
i’m not perfect by far,
but they know i have never been disloyal to them.
they put up with my craziness and protected my secrets.
i’m grateful for them being lead into my life.
even the ones who recently left my life.
their seasons provided things i learned something from.
i’m grateful god continues to have mercy on me.
he keeps a roof over my head,
food in my fridge,
and things that keep me happy during the hard times.
by his grace,
i’m still here and for that i give him all of my praise.
my guardian angels whose spirits are still with me.
the people who have died that still protect me from harm.
even tho they aren’t “here”,
i feel them.
i pray they can assist god in calming down my spirit and drying my tears,
as well as assist god in showing me what needs to be done next.
“For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.” – Psalm 30:5