i was a little worried today.
after the big revelation yesterday,
i didn’t know how work wolf would treat me.
its one thing for someone to think something,
its another for you to confirm it.
its like telling your parents you are gay.
they could say “well we always thought so”,
but then suddenly they switch up and start acting different.
it could go really bad,
really good,
or stay the same.
well when i got into work,
he was sort of distant.
thats when i started to get worried…
Continue reading “The Day After” →

admitting your secrets to someone can be scary.
that opens you up to a whole world of judgment.
for private people like myself,
and im sure like you,
it can be like removing a limb.
maybe even a piece of your heart.
you just hope and pray that they won’t hurt you with what you share.
thats always the risk with telling your secrets.
some people may use it against you.
so i told work wolf about me and well…
Continue reading “The Work Wolf Who Knows How I Roll (Now)” →

in life,
when you pray about something,
you usually get your answer.
i pray every night for god to give me the answers i’m looking for.
work wolf has been included.
well its funny how the f0xmail i posted led yesterday led to an answer today…
Continue reading “Gain A Friend; Sit My Ass Down” →

i was all set not to speak today.
well i wasn’t going to be rude,
but hell,
i think he passed that with the “no text” on sunday.
when i got in the office,
he walked past me and said,

“hey wassup”

i followed it up with a…
Continue reading “Work Wolf Comes With An Apology and Wet Tissue” →

so i know you were waiting on the entry about the cookout.
the one work wolf invited me to yesterday.
well i was waiting for it too…
Continue reading “No Call; No Show” →

they say competition is healthy.
sometimes you don’t even realize you are competing with others.
competing can also be pretty corny as well.
kinda like this whole “stan war”,
where we only can have “one pop star” at a time,
is pretty damn annoying.
in a race,
we have to compete to get to the finish line.
in life,
we may find ourselves competing with others subconsciously.
we want the most likes,
followers,
and popularity.
in our jobs/careers,
we are competing for higher positions and better pay.
in love and lust,
we want “the one” that everyone wants or dreams of.
i had to wonder if its all really worth it?
and is it really healthy?
if we are all subconsciously competing with the next animal in the forest…

What are we actually winning?

Continue reading “Your Competition Is Better Than U.” →