i think “game of thrones” ruined us.
every time a show is about to end or a season finale:

we are hoping characters die horrible deaths so we can find an excuse to cry.

that is kinda weird,
ain’t it?
instead of cheering on characters surviving to show us we can survive through uncertainty,
we are excited and looking forward to see people die in horrible ways.
not even deaths that make sense to the story either.

just killing characters off for the sake of our inner little (or big) psychopaths

it kinda explains why some of these folks voted for this new reality of chaos.
like sansa stark in “game of thrones”,
i was hoping no i liked died in this “stranger things” finale.
if they did die,
i hoped it was properly tied into the story like when eddie died.
anyhoo,
“stranger things” came to an end last night with the final episode.
i ended up watching it at around 2am and well…

look at the power of a lesbian and a gay fox.

when i watched the first episode of the 5th season of “stranger things”,
i won’t even hold you:

1 – i was bored AF
2 – i was lost AF because i didn’t know wtf was going on

sometimes,
they take too long in-between breaks with shows that you up and forget.
thank God for youtube recaps,
amirite?
anyhoo,
after the recap and as i continued on with the season,
it started to get better and more interesting.

the character of will has been through a lot of shit.

as you know,
vecna sought him out because evil was easier to break him.

if you been watching the show since the 4th season,
you know that will has struggled with (and spoilers ahead)…

when i watched this scene with will on stranger things,
crying because he is actually in love with his straight friend mike,
i felt like this represented every gay young cub.
it is def in the “young gay starter pack“.
it comes with a complimentary music diva’s album of your choice.
noah schnapp,
who plays will on stranger things,
decided to step out today…

Continue reading “i guess that will loves mike on stranger things was more non-fiction then? (noah schnapp)” →

it’s hard to describe what depression feels like.
what being in a dark place feels like for myself and many of us.
i’ve tried to put it into words and i just come up with “extreme sadness“.
for those on the outside,
their advice is:

“You’ll be fine after you take a walk or put a penis in your mouth.”

…because walking and sex are the cure for everything.
there are many power walkers and human sex toys that are still depressed.
depression is similar to having a monster in your brain.
it takes control of every negative emotion within your body.
the monster’s sole purpose is to turn your entire world upside down.
it knows we are too weak to fight it so…

Continue reading “i think i’ve found a great way to describe depression” →

like i fonted in the past entry below:

I AM HOOKED ON NETFIX’S “OZARK”

i just started the 3rd season last night and my head is already spinning.
i’m always late with shows.
either i never hear about them,
the hype turns me off,
or i wasn’t interested before.
ozark is one show that i barely heard anyone talking about.
even though netflix is getting disrespectful with their prices,
( x see here )
they tend to have good content with their shows.
another show on netflix that i love is stranger things.
i got into that in the very beginning.
i think?
i forget all about it until they dropped this massive 4th season trailer…

Continue reading “SO STRANGER THINGS IS ABOUT TO COME SUPER HARD ON US?” →

i love the netflix show,
“stranger things”.
i binged it in a day.
it is a very deep show underneath it all.
well i was excited to see it’ll be back this fall.
they hit us with a teaser trailer for the upcoming season 2…
Continue reading “Things Are Gonna Get Stranger in 2017” →