most social media couples always start off like ^this.
cute pictures that are all smiles to convince us they’re #couplegoals.
it makes many of us seethe with jealousy or lust.
lust is dependent on if you’re in your homewrecker bag.
if i came across gabby petito and brian laundrie’s pictures online,
especially with the whole proposal and going to travel cross country,
i would have gotten wrapped up in the hashtags.
unfortunately,
like many of these forward-presenting couples on social media,
all wasn’t what it seemed.
there were all kinds of abuse going on that ended with the murder of gabby petito.
they finally found closure to the insane manhunt for brain laundrie via ny post…

Continue reading “brian laundrie is finally found” →

yesterday,
i wrote an entry about a scene in the new “gossip girl”.
in the entry,
i fonted:

“opposites do attract and good dick/cheeks are out here with your name on it.”

in which it led foxholer,
john,
to respond:

Jamari have to disagree a bit. I don’t think there is any booty/dick with our names on it. No one really has relationships in the community. I’ve only seen one Ltr and they were white. We will die alone unfortunately. I’ve learned to accept that.”

i won’t lie,
the comment blew my top off.
when i really stewed on it tho…

Continue reading “if you’re gay, you’re die alone so just fuck and party the night away! *throws confetti*” →

when some males leave our lives,
society often tells us that it was for the best.
there is that period at the beginning stage where it was.
you try to convince yourself how awful they were.
like clockwork tho,
they start to creep back in.
they start running around and wreaking havoc on your emotions.
after that happens,
you end up creeping on their various social media.

“Are they happy without me?”
“Did they move on?”
“Are they with somebody better?”

i had a thought over the weekend about how hard it is to truly move on.
you think you do,
but it seems like The Universe (or satan) doesn’t make the moving on process either.
you see their name everywhere,
they dominate your thoughts,
and sometimes you can feel their energy around you.
all your friends look at you crazy if you even utter that you missed “__________”.
yeah,
yeah,
yeah,
we are supposed to move on but…

Continue reading “i miss u (and i know i’m not supposed to say it)” →

so pretty.
we rarely speak about issues that lesbians face within the community.
society will have you believe they are accepted,
but they can face the same kind of homophobia that gay males can.
18-year-old,
lauren leslie,
may have been killed by her girlfriend’s stepfather due to homophobia.
he ended up killing the girlfriend’s mother and himself via “people“…

Continue reading “did the hatred from homophobia end up killing lauren leslie?” →

*the following story is rated R.
viewer discretion is strongly advised.
triggering and violent images below the break.

wtf is going on with hyenas nowadays?
as much as we can cast blame on the recklessness of gen z,
there are hyenas in all generations.
it seems like compassion and empathy has gone straight out the window.
i shed tears for ^that poor man and i don’t even know him.
on my day off over the weekend,
the pretty vixen sent me a video of the death of mohammad anwar.
i regretted watching it tbh.
he was an uber eats driver who was killed by two teen hyenas,
ages 13 and 15,
who tried to steal his car.
the following video that was posted on twitter absolutely shook me…

Continue reading “the untimely death of mohammad anwar is the talk of the social streets” →

i’ve always been told that caribbean males are a little crazy.
i’m from barbados and i can attest to being a smidge of crazy.
the running joke has always been:

Some Jamaican males are mad as a shad!

…which means some of them can take the whole cake of crazy.
i’ve heard the sex can be bomb af,
especially for americans who are not used to all that hip rotating,
but they can be crazy and will make you crazy in the process.
add on being gay and i’m sure that is a whole rollercoaster ride to the pits of hell.
the following is about two gay jamaican males,
but rupert brown:

ended up dying at the hands of his partner’s crazy up in canada…
Continue reading “when two jamaican males get together and one doesn’t make it out alive” →