if you’re gay, you’re die alone so just fuck and party the night away! *throws confetti*

yesterday,
i wrote an entry about a scene in the new “gossip girl”.
in the entry,
i fonted:

“opposites do attract and good dick/cheeks are out here with your name on it.”

in which it led foxholer,
john,
to respond:

Jamari have to disagree a bit. I don’t think there is any booty/dick with our names on it. No one really has relationships in the community. I’ve only seen one Ltr and they were white. We will die alone unfortunately. I’ve learned to accept that.”

i won’t lie,
the comment blew my top off.
when i really stewed on it tho…

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i miss u (and i know i’m not supposed to say it)

when some males leave our lives,
society often tells us that it was for the best.
there is that period at the beginning stage where it was.
you try to convince yourself how awful they were.
like clockwork tho,
they start to creep back in.
they start running around and wreaking havoc on your emotions.
after that happens,
you end up creeping on their various social media.

“Are they happy without me?”
“Did they move on?”
“Are they with somebody better?”

i had a thought over the weekend about how hard it is to truly move on.
you think you do,
but it seems like The Universe (or satan) doesn’t make the moving on process either.
you see their name everywhere,
they dominate your thoughts,
and sometimes you can feel their energy around you.
all your friends look at you crazy if you even utter that you missed “__________”.
yeah,
yeah,
yeah,
we are supposed to move on but…

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did the hatred from homophobia end up killing lauren leslie?

so pretty.
we rarely speak about issues that lesbians face within the community.

society will have you believe they are accepted,
but they can face the same kind of homophobia that gay males can.
18-year-old,
lauren leslie,
may have been killed by her girlfriend’s stepfather due to homophobia.
he ended up killing the girlfriend’s mother and himself via “people“…

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the untimely death of mohammad anwar is the talk of the social streets

*the following story is rated R.
viewer discretion is strongly advised.
triggering and violent images below the break.

wtf is going on with hyenas nowadays?
as much as we can cast blame on the recklessness of gen z,
there are hyenas in all generations.
it seems like compassion and empathy has gone straight out the window.
i shed tears for ^that poor man and i don’t even know him.
on my day off over the weekend,
the pretty vixen sent me a video of the death of mohammad anwar.
i regretted watching it tbh.
he was an uber eats driver who was killed by two teen hyenas,
ages 13 and 15,
who tried to steal his car.
the following video that was posted on twitter absolutely shook me…

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when two jamaican males get together and one doesn’t make it out alive

i’ve always been told that caribbean males are a little crazy.
i’m from barbados and i can attest to being a smidge of crazy.
the running joke has always been:

Some Jamaican males are mad as a shad!

…which means some of them can take the whole cake of crazy.
i’ve heard the sex can be bomb af,
especially for americans who are not used to all that hip rotating,
but they can be crazy and will make you crazy in the process.
add on being gay and i’m sure that is a whole rollercoaster ride to the pits of hell.
the following is about two gay jamaican males,
but rupert brown:

ended up dying at the hands of his partner’s crazy up in canada…
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kellen winslow jr has a few years to sit and think about what he did

ex baller hyena,
kellen winslow jr,
is about to be outta here for a long time.

i don’t think this is the comeback he had in mind.
i think he has always been a little nuts tho.
the red flags were pretty obvious back then:

…but they either chose to look past it or kept it under wraps because of how good he could ball.

sidebar: one of my ex vixen friends said she fucked him when he was in college.
she said the dick was really good.
“crazy dick/pussy” is always good tbh.

he has been found guilty of all his sexual deviance and this is how long he’ll be in jail for

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