In Memorial Of The Social Life I Use To Have


Straight up, this weekend has been a disaster.

I have NEVER been home like this for a Memorial Day weekend.
It was either cookouts, work (when I did retail), or meeting up with some Wolf.
This year was PAINFULLY different.
It started out with some things to do but it ended with the usual mix of loneliness and depression.

Why oh why oh why…

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Maybe I Need To Sit The F*ck Down?

I have to come to understand what my biggest problem is.
It took me all these years to finally sum up my issue in one word….

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Rain On Me (Non-Ashanti Style)

I am tite.

Why is it when I want something,
it is always some fuckin’ challenge?

Damn.
Can a Fox have it easy for once?

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THAT WAS ME FUCKIN’ ON XTUBE!!!

Now you know you need to be dunked in holy water
when you smash and can’t even remember who you were smashing.

It is also bad when you are smashing someone you do not know
and they are secretly taping you for viewing on a site like XTube.com….

… and then on theĀ insidejamarifox.blogspot.com .

One
unfortunate
embarrassed
Wolf
came crying to me one night about this…

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Let’s Butt Fuck Cupid

Valentine’s Day.
AKA
The Day The Earth Stood Still For Singles

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I Hate Myself and I Wish I Were Dead

INSECURITIES.

A word that can be like a big ass pimple before a photo shoot.
Don’t they just pop up at the wrong fuckin’ times?
Like, life can be going smooth and then some shit happens and you aren’t as sure of yourself as you should be.
You sit dwelling about what you should have done differently.
Replay the scene in your head and pause to analyze.

It sucks, but what do you think of this statement down below…

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