i’m trying to move on.
i’m trying to not be so dependent.
i’m trying to be my own.
i’m trying to look past.
i’m trying to ignore.
i’m trying to not break.
i’m trying to be mister nice fox.
i’m trying to be mister bad fox.
i’m trying to smile.
i’m trying to accept.
i’m trying to not cry anymore.
i’m trying to mend the pieces of my broken heart.
i’m trying to be brave.
i’m trying to not check my phone.
i’m trying to be smart.
i’m trying to find my worth.
i’m trying to be happy.
i’m trying to start over.
i’m trying.

another something i wrote this morning.
it was a bad day.

 this story was really sad.
thanks for the update reader.
so i was on twitter last night and saw “rip” to ^those three wolves.
i did some sniffing around and was brought to a dead end.
well i got the update earlier tonight.
everyone meet the late adam bailey,
cordel fowler,
and esu manzano…
Continue reading “The Wolf Pack Who RIP Together” →

i like sad music.
i like music that will put me in my feelz.
i know thats wasn’t the most “politically correct” thing to say,
but you already know i’ve said much worse.
now don’t get me wrong…
Continue reading ““All Up Deep In Your Feelz”: The Soundtrack” →

today was pretty interesting.
it left me wondering…

Has God finally cut me a break?

so it started this morning…
Continue reading “Hey! Its Sparkly Fox!” →

sometimes i think the devil wants me to kill myself…
Continue reading “The Devil Is Winning” →

you ever just came full circle with a situation you were dealing with?
like…
you finally had your legit “a-ha” moment?
well i think i’m coming to that point with work wolf.
it could be just “today”,
or it could be the wake up call i needed…
Continue reading “Pulling Myself Out The Work Wolf Quicksand (Slowly)” →