“you look sad.
your eyes always look sad.”

thats what thing 2 said to me today.
hell thats what a lot of people say to me.
i faked a smile.
i always do.
honestly speaking…
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the devil is trying to destroy me or is god trying to open my eyes.
this week,
one of the two has been turnt completely up.
i don’t know what i’ve done in a past life but…
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when you get into a relationship with someone,
and they happen to be with someone else,
you should already know what you are getting into.
you will always come second.
sometimes in more ways than one.
well thats if the person really hate who they are with.
they are only together just for the cubs,
the money,
or appearances.
the thing about being on the side is things could change at any moment.
it goes from:

“i’m leaving them for you”
“i think we gonna work it out”

sometimes with the latter,
you end up getting left in the dust.
well the story of ex baller wolf,
buster barnett,
is sort of the example of what i’m talking about.
his side chick was not pleased with a decision he made with his wife.
the results?
well…
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are we still letting people we meet on chat sites in our cribs?
ya’ll know these forest dwellers be dangerous!
trying to get your goodies…
and all the good expensive shit in your spot.
well this following story is rather interesting.
check this report from myfoxdetroit…
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love this quote.
it was needed.
see…
after i wrote that entry,
this quote popped up on my tumblr timeline.
i’m on the right path.
i have to pay attention to what shows up.

people have this huge misconception you cannot be sad.
you cannot have feelings.
even as a man.
you always have to “happy go lucky” every day.
ignoring everything that is eating you up inside.
i think this is where celebs go wrong.
they try to put on this front everything is “okay” in their world.
that material things and selfies means life is peachy keen.
it causes us,
the people in the audience,
to feel we need to be the same way.
that if we aren’t smiling 24/7,
or acting like life is completely perfect,
that something is wrong with us.
i have to say…
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