THE ONES WHO CARRY THE HEAVIER BURDENS NEED PRAYERS

i use to carry the burden of always being on all the time.
even when i didn’t,
i did it out of insecurity tbh.
i wanted people in my real to know i was poppin’ too.
i wanted the wolves i liked to know i was still here.
you know what always annoyed me?

When I was on,
people in my real life would neglect my shit.
When I’m off,
those same people were wondering why I’m not posting.
I had people in group chats discussing WHY I wasn’t posting.
Oh he’s probably depressed again,” they said.
They had my number tho…

that use to fuck me up because they were never shy to support others.
people they talked about like trash got a like.
all of those same people are always and still “on” tho.
they have to let everyone know what cool shit they’re getting into.
it use to make me feel like i wasn’t enough but in reality…

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Baby You Can Pee On Me While You Are Drunk.

so i nearly got peed on tonight….

yup.
a golden shower… 
with my clothes on?

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To Shit Or Not To Shit, That Is Never A Question

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You a Non-MUTHAFUCKIN-Factor

This was a tough week for me.

Lord KNOWS I was going through the washing machine called “The Struggle“.
But, even though I went through all the bullshit,
I still remained calm, cool, and Fox-like and just gave it all to the man above.
Therefore, making me see my blessings rather than my struggles.

Does this mean I am on my way to being in a better place?

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