The First Day

“you came highly recommended.”

that’s what the supervising vixen told me as we walked down the hall.
i really knocked that interview out the park.
the vixens who interviewed me were happy to see me.
i got there early af too.
start time is 8:30,
but i got there at 8:10.
now yesterday,
i said my first day would go flawlessly.
i put all my stuff out the night before,
but of course,
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It Ends Here.

“jamari fox displayed the kind of qualities we want in our company…”

that is what the head huntress said about my interview this week.
she was excited about the feedback she got about me.
i can’t remember all she said,
but they loved me after they met with me.
she shared something else as well…

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So I Did It 3 Times In One Day (I’m Tired)

so i had another job interview today.
like,
can i get a job?
this summer heat,
these hot ass interviewing clothes,
and all this walking around…
ugh.
the crazy part about this particular job tho?…

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Let Me Tell You About This Temp Gig Today!

so the head huntress that i met with last week called me yesterday.
she told me she had a gig for me.
i was excited,
but she told me it would only be for two days.
eh.
so i went today and foxhole…

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How Me Makes Me Feel In My Guts

*i can thank sza and her amazing album for my following behavior.

so before i walked in his job,
i wanted to make sure i was on point.
it was hot af outside,
but i literally walked around the corner.
still…
so once i got nothing in order,
i walked over to where he works.
there he was…
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The “Jamari, You Are Good Enough But…” Email

  that entry title seems to be my life.
i’m good enough,
but not good enough.
we talked about that before.

so i decided to send the vixen at the gym an email.
i wanted to see what was happening with the position 2 weeks later.
maybe they would have some part time shifts i could pick up.
well…

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