so nicki minaj wants you to keep all the attention on her.
that’s it.
look at no one else.
she may have a new alleged penis on her 2017 itinerary.
it might be a huge upgrade from the one attached to meek mill.
check who it might be…
Continue reading “Nicki Minaj Has A New (Alleged) (Vintage) Penis” →

what is with all this ackin’ up on airplanes now?
first it was being dragged off united,
a brawl between two snow jackals on lax,
and now the black jackals want to join in on southwest at burbank; ca.
this is what an f-bi sent me…
Continue reading “I Just Wanted To Do Hoodrat Shit With My Friends (71)” →

well baller wolf,
justin evans,
has “made it”.
you aren’t anyone without your nudes for review in the foxhole.
i literally mentioned him ( x in this entry ) and like clockwork,
his alleged texas wood grain were on my desk.
sheesh.
ya’ll work quick.
so ya’ll want to see what that alleged print really looks like?
well…
Continue reading “Pre Baller Wolf, Justin Evans, Gets Alleged Pipe Leakage?” →

i related to lionel higgins from “dear white people” on netflix.
i wasn’t as awkward…
well,
a little,
but i always was “the quiet shy one”.
i always knew the:

“Straight,
Black,
Superman -type”

…that i would jack off about.
i have even been in the next room,
listening to “that type” fucking some vixen’s brains out.
the things i’d imagine as i listened.
that is the life of a discreet fox/wolf/hybrid trying to find themselves.
the foxhole been telling me about “dear white people”.
well moreso to check out this iconic scene…
Continue reading “Jackin Off To The Straight Black Superman Type” →

you ever felt “good enough, but not good enough”?
that is how i worded it to pose yesterday.
she was worried about me and sent me in a long text.
that way i put it is how i been feeling as of late.
i was always last to be picked for sports,
but i was always the first wolves came to about advice.
i was always thrown to the side when “someone better came along”,
but was the first to be ran back to when shit hit the fan.
i was always “good at what you do”,
but never “great enough to be shouted from the mountain tops”.
when you grew up being compared to everyone “better”,
it really fucks with your head when you grow up.
so…
Continue reading “When You’re Good Enough, but Not Good Enough” →

i’ve been numbing my pain with sleeping pills.
i can’t seem to sleep anymore without them.
this maybe how addiction starts.
i’m okay with that.
2017 has been so hard for me.
i thought 2016 was bad,
but 2017…
whew.
every time i try to be happy and on this mountain,
i am pulled right back down into a valley.
i’m starting to be okay down here.
the fur i keep on allows me to smile around others,
but underneath,
i’m so depressed and ready to die.
death seems so peaceful.
that is my continuous truth…
Continue reading “The Pursuit of Happiness and Other Dying Thoughts” →