so earlier today,
i decided to go and get some gnc multivitamins.
it makes no sense that when i wake up,
i’m ready to take my ass right back to sleep.
i havent taken multivitamins in a while,
but when i did,
i usually had a ton of energy.
since i start this job tomorrow,
i can’t be feeling like death especially on my first day.
so when i got to gnc and i saw this person at the corner…
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model wolf randy b is so hot.
we like randy on tumblr and ( x the foxhole ).
we also like his emporio armani tidy whiteys as well.
*waves* hi randy…

the following bit of safe sex knowledge comes from dean.
he graced the ( x fear had me thinking i had hiv ) entry i wrote with some good info.
stuff i didn’t even know about,
but im glad he posted.
check it out this mental homework below…

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so last night i couldn’t sleep.
i was tossing and turning well into 330 in the morning.
i finally fell asleep and had the most interesting dream…

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i been taking my positivity pills lately.
i been chilled out and relaxed.
not trying to stress about anything in particular.
well ( x my vixen friend from the temp agency ) called me with some news!
she has a temp job for me at a fashion company starting monday.
it will be scattered days throughout the following 2 months.
its not permanent or a lot,
but it’s something to get me back in the swing of things.
i also booked an interview with another temp agency for tuesday.
thank GOD because i’m ready!
thanks to everyone who kept me in their prayers and sent positive vibes.
the next adventure awaits!

fear can have you about to lose your mind.
so last night after scandal,
i was talking to my cousin hybrid and he asked:

“so when last you had some dick in you jf?
you still paranoid from the last time…?”

i played it off,
but im still haunted by the last time i had sex.
I’ve been wanting to blog about it for a while,
but i was so embarrassed that i just kept silent.
maybe i felt id be judged,
but i’ve shared every aspect of my life thus far.
the good,
the bad,
and the wtf so…

Why not talk about this?…

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