it started getting bad like a few weeks ago.
i’ve been playing it off pretty well.
i’m still dressing fly,
and my skin has never looked better,
but i’ve been dealing with a lot deep down inside.
it’s easy to wear a mask when you’re feeling like shit underneath.
bad enough,
i’ve been “sick” af too…
Continue reading i’m riddled with anxiety, but at least my skin is still clear
i never use to have anxiety before.
crazy,
but i remember when it all started.
it was with this one demon boss that i had back in like 2009.
before,
i’d go to life with regular butterflies in my stomach.
after her crazy ass,
once my anxiety would reach it’s maximum…
“if we don’t do something about this,
this can kill you.”
thats what my doctor said to me this morning.
i guess left and i are not too far off from bad news.
so the results of my doctor’s visit is as follows…
Continue reading The Hall of Mirrors (20)
anxiety.
the stirring of all your emotions like a tornado inside you.
you know what it feels like?…
Continue reading So Anxious; So Much Anxiety