you read right.
they don’t.
now this isn’t males who were labeled “private dick” in your contacts.
these are for the males you desperately wanted to get to know and date…

i miss the days when i’d meet a wolf and he was into me heavy.
from dudes in the government,
the stripper,
the up and coming rapper,
and the countless dl wolves,
there was never a day that went by that they weren’t in my radar.
i met them all on separate occasions and sadly in different states.
low-key,
i met better wolves when i put my location in other states.
they would text me throughout the day and make their presence known.
at night,
we’d be on the phone and end up phone fuckin’.
i’d have to be at work early af,
but i was cupcakin’ like a muthafucka.

I miss that

with the wolves i am genuinely interested in,
and i thought was into me,
it’s all these fuckin games like it’s a test of my endurance:

Ghosting
Mixed signals
You end up pushing and he ends up pulling away
God forbid you say the wrong thing in the dm or text
You don’t look like a mirror version of himself so proceed to exit

…and to go through all that and the sex be WACK!!!!
you can’t even font they’re acting like girls.
these days,
vixens are more aggressive than some of these dudes.
i’ve come to the conclusion:

Some males aren’t man enough to deal with you

…and until you find one that does,
it will be consistent jackals until then.
some gays love to say we haven’t a different way of dating in the life.
uh,
we don’t.
we basically deal with the same shit that the vixens go through.

Dating males can be exhausting and on some occasions,
it can be super abusive

as much as gays like to think we are these sexual aliens who “fuck and go”,
we all want someone to call our own.
well,
unless we are that damaged and fucked up…

…and ima need you to stop dating and ruining everyone in your path of destruction.

low-key: i think some males don’t have game these days.
they end up playing games because they have none.
like,
why would you think ignoring the person you like is a brilliant idea?