it’s okay to text him.
i know you want to.
we get caught up in playing these silly games.
we even start doing it to our family and friends,
you know the games i’m talmbout…
i won’t text him for 4 days.
when i do,
it will be a simple ‘hi’ and that’s it.”
he didn’t text me back after i texted him.
when he texts me back,
ima wait an three hours before i text him again.”
“i haven’t heard from him in a week.
i won’t tell him until Jesus gives me the okay.
even if he calls,
i won’t answer even if i’m sitting there.”
…all of those tactics and for what exactly?
being a “savage”?
the webster’s definition of a “savage” is:
1a : not domesticated or under human control : untamed savage beastsb : lacking the restraints normal to civilized human beings : fierce, ferocious a savage criminal
2 : wild, uncultivated seldom have I seen such savage scenery — Douglas Carruthers
3a : boorish, rude the savage bad manners of most motorists — M. P. O’Connorb : malicious
4 : lacking complex or advanced culture : uncivilized a savage country
why would someone want to date that????
your dating life should not be the whole “needed me” from rihanna.
i love the song and all,
but let’s get real.
everyone doesn’t want to look “thirsty” to someone.
someone who hasn’t even proved themselves to you yet.
well guess what?
I NEED YOU TO BE THIRSTY ABOUT ME
i need you to savagely want me.
i need you to blow up my phone.
i need to know you want me in your company.
i’d like to know you’re just as interested in me.
i’m tired of the games we’re forced to play to interact with others.
it’s like we’re supposed to be mean to get a date.
a savage or not,
if someone wants to fuck and leave you,
you’ll just be the difficult savage that they finally took down.
as of late,
i want my life to be a lot easier.
i don’t want to feel like i need to be an asshole to be respected.
my respect is earned.
i’d respect any wolf that i’m attracted to who shows his interest in me.
if he says i’m “too thirsty” because i have a genuine interest in him,
then i’m not the one for him.
he can go find a scally wag to play games with.
i’m finding this to be the biggest problem in society.
it’s making us all dishonest and downright weird.
we worry about what someone else will think of us.
i’m done with that life.
i’m giving everyone “me”.
it’s their choice what they want to do with that,
but i won’t be changing myself for dick.
if i feel like answering the phone,
it will be my choice.
if i feel i want to alone,
that will be my choice too.
it won’t be because i want the sexy wolf (or anyone) to think i’m a catch.
he’ll think i’m a catch because i’m me and i’m the best at what i do.
that includes being loving and there when he cums.
take that how you want.
that doesn’t mean i’ll be a doormat.
i have no issues lovingly putting him in his place so he cums correct.
i can do that because i know i’m worth anyone’s time.
you need to believe you are worth anyone’s time as well.
if he is an asshole,
then no amount of savage life will change that.
so cut these childish games and try being honest.
start with yourself first.
lowkey: i’m evolving.