we are here again.
i’m feeling scared and a little insecure.
i’m worried about money,
and my wants.
i don’t know why tho.
i’ve been down this valley before…
…but this time,
i’m trying to pursue a career as a blogger.
i feel worthless and full of fear for whatever reason.
i think how i was raised played a major part.
it has led me to be dependent on the help of someone.
sorta like how i did with my parents.
i think that has been 95% of the problems i have had.
i’m not popular,
and i don’t have a ton of connects in this forest,
but i do have the universe and You.
both of you are the most powerful connects i have.
i’m keeping my faith that things will get better.
i ask that in this season of change,
you give me the tools i need to climb a different mountain.
it won’t be challenging because you have me covered.
i took a breather to get my mind in order.
i ask for the steps to be lit and my confidence to be restored.
you know my heart and all that i am.
i’m putting my problems in a box and giving them to you.
i know you will sort them out for my benefit.
i ask that i will never have to want for anything.
the roof will stay over my head,
my bills will be paid,
and food will be in my fridge.
i will feel happy,
and luxurious at all times.
my enemies will be my footstools and i will walk over them to my destiny.
i ask for protection for my family,
and those who read the foxhole.
thank you in advance for all that i come to you about,
in your son and in the universe…