the mushrooms made him do it (the mushrooms made him kill, kill, kill…)

some of my friends have been trying coke as of late.
it has been confusing tf to me tbh,
but everyone does some experimental shit once or twice in their lives.
i’ve tried weed and was given horse tranqs when i was younger.
some folks have mental illnesses,
but once they take some hard shit,
it can bring the demons out of them.

Imagine getting high off a drug and murdering someone?

 that is what hyena did while high off mushrooms in florida

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aaliyah’s death was truly a butterfly effect for many of us

perspective.
i’ve been listening to aaliyah’s “one in a million” album since its release last week.
it made me listen to other 90s teen r&b around that era too.
if you’re on the ig foxhole,
you can tell i’m down the rabbit hole with my stories.
aaliyah’s 20th death anniversary was yesterday and i still cannot believe its been that long.

My mother died the same year.
9/11 was the same year too.

even through all those events,
i’m still here even when i thought i would have killed myself a long time ago.
of course,
with any death anniversary,
i went down the rabbit hole of aaliyah’s short life and death.
i saw this clip of dame dash,
her ex,
from an et memorial special yesterday…

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the foxhole book club ended up being more than i could imagine! (support group?)

yesterday had me pretty beat.
i had to wake up early because i had another appearance on tmz,
which will mark my 11th (or 12th) appearance on their platform,
but my segment ended up getting canceled.
the night before,
i had an amazing time meeting with the foxhole book club.
due to anxiety that riled up tho…
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ya’ll can cancel your diazepam prescriptions over this onlyfans porn ban

everyone can relax.
i know i can.
king nate and his perfect penis get to smash for another day.

onlyfans
having porn banned on their platform had all the sex workers in a tizzy.
i’ve haven’t seen so much protest and uproar since they canceled “manifest” on nbc.
onlyfans tweeted an update today that should calm everyone’s anxiety…

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two scoops of chocolate in nice ass suits (morris chestnut and lance gross)

morris chestnut in “the best man” strengthened my attraction to males.
 the feelings i had during ^that scene…

and this one:

 

taye diggs didn’t stand a chance.
his character,
lance,
was super masculine but the right type of emotional.
it was a turn-on for me.
i’d like to see him and foxhole fav,
lance gross,
in a movie tbh.
they both took a picture together recently and…

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rip tyrique fisher (the mourning from strangers feels like clout tho)

on social media

Every smile doesn’t mean someone is happy.
Every relationship doesn’t mean it’s healthy.
Every friendship doesn’t mean it’s real.
Every picture doesn’t tell the whole story.

we all create and curate what we want people to see,
but a majority of folks aren’t truly happy.
everyone has their own personal issues that aren’t shown in the blocks on social media.
everyone is mourning tyrique fisher aka @_tymula_ today.
he took his own life and this was his final ig post:

 

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A post shared by Tyrique Fisher (@_tymula_)

there are a lot of IG stories and tweets of:

“We need to check in on people!”
“You don’t know what people are going through…”

…and no cap,
but i think it’s a bunch of bullshit.
this always happens on social media when someone takes their own life…

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