inside jamari fox

most social media couples always start off like ^this.
cute pictures that are all smiles to convince us they’re #couplegoals.
it makes many of us seethe with jealousy or lust.
lust is dependent on if you’re in your homewrecker bag.
if i came across gabby petito and brian laundrie’s pictures online,
especially with the whole proposal and going to travel cross country,
i would have gotten wrapped up in the hashtags.
unfortunately,
like many of these forward-presenting couples on social media,
all wasn’t what it seemed.
there were all kinds of abuse going on that ended with the murder of gabby petito.
they finally found closure to the insane manhunt for brain laundrie via ny post…

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i must have entered the upside-down place ala stranger things.
i’m waiting for the call of love-making from of a big ass monster to emit in the background.

…but i guess a fly was sent to torment me in the meantime.
there is a fly in my apartment that is determined to drive me crazier than i been feeling.
i don’t know what it is about this week or the last month,
but shit has been turned upside down for me.
it has been legit stranger things since this merucry retrograde.
so much shit has been lowkey poppin’ off irl just this week alone.

Broke my Studio Beats
My AirPod Pros aren’t working
My sister is on the highway to hell
Money, Money, (Low) Money
My therapist retires next week
Motivation is at an all-time low

if it ain’t one thing,
it’s the next.
ig is the next on my “wtf” this morning…

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i was talking to my home vixen on the phone and i randomly asked her:

“Is the Rona still a thing these days?
People are acting like it’s over.”

…and i kid you not,
as soon as i checked my notifications,
it told me that colin powell died of rona complications at 84.
i didn’t even know he was sick.
many had opinions on him and his life including a random donald trump.
well,
not random.
even though he is disgraced,
he is a former president.
this is what he forgot to write in his burn book about colin in a statement after his death…

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sidebar: i was supposed to do another book club & support group,
but life has been crazy for me.
we will have to revisit these things next year.
my apologies for those who were looking forward.

so i can’t remember the book,
“b-boy blues“.
as you know,
or didn’t,
but jussie smollett is behind the upcoming movie.
it seems we have a release date on the way.
a foxholer sent me the ig post from @durandbernarr,
who is behind the soundtrack for the movie…

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i love happy endings.
i love when the villains who did the innocent wrong get their comeupance.
it’s like the feeling we got when scar got killed by the hyenas in “the lion king”.
“die for killing mufasa,
you hoe!”
i love when real-life hyenas get jail time for all the havoc they caused while being free.
remember the 4 hyenas who were robbing and humiliating gay males in texas?
they were using the app,
grindr,
to cause chaos.
at one point,
they wiped one of the gay males with urine and shit.
( x this story was extremely disturbing )
 they were all sentenced last week and…

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why do some trans-vixens act like messy gay males?
i’m asking for a friend and the rest of the community.

Why do some trans-vixens love outing males they mess with/date?

i keep asking this question and no one has a response.
it’s like no one has a response why sidney starr wasn’t fully banished for chingy.
so it seems in this sidney starr mess,
eddie winslow aka darius mcrary,
was allegedly outed by a trans-vixens he dated on the low for 8 years…

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