some people love to promote they turn to sex work because its “empowering“.
the reality for many others is:
They heard its a quick way to make money but they get way over their heads and drown by the pressure of their internal conflicts.
OF sex working wolf,
mr exotic,
decided to pour his heart out on twitter.i refuse to call that x btw.
while all the gays in his comments have their kneepads on with open mouths of comfort,
this is what i observed about the video…
he does realize he can quit OF and go live a regular life,
right?
i fear he loves the attention and that will be missed.
x SEE IT HERE IF YOU HAVE TWITTER
so besides having a nice bawdy,
i cannot get into his content.
you know i LOATHE anyone looking into a camera with their sex work.
he often looks like he is performing rather than naturally doing.
his “all teeths” smile gives a heavy “patrick bateman” too.
As for the video in question…
i love that he is having this moment with his shirt open.we’re always on the clock,
huh?
i think its important to hear the first sentences he said:
“My whole life,
I wanted to be was enough.”
“I went to university to prove to his mother that I am enough.”
“I worked tirelessly in the city to be let go proving that I was enough.”
that’s it.
that is the driving motivation to the tears and the dramatics.
he has spent his whole life trying to prove to everyone that he is enough.
this explains his entire OF character to me too.
he got on OF because it was easy money,
he ended up making a ton of money and fame from a career of sex work,
and he is now realizing that STILL didn’t fulfill him.
All of the other attentionistos learn this fate pretty quickly too.
something,
something,
something,
lauryn hill said…
“How you gon’ win when you ain’t right within?”
we love cheering on these people for sex work and they be a whole mess inside.
many of them are doing it for the wrong reasons and once they realize it,
they are way down the rabbit hole to turn back.
Mr. Exotic needs to take some of that money and find himself a therapist.
sex working to nowhere isn’t gonna fix his disconnect with himself.
its like hoes who fuck for love and end up getting used.
if he thinks some of these fickle gays will stand by him,
someone may need to hand him a tissue because that’ll be the next video.
“but..but… but i thought you guys really really liked me?”
i wish him well and i hope he is able to heal the parts in him that are broken.
i think he’ll find relief once he takes that first step.
oh and repeat after me every day until it sticks:
I am STILL enough even if others don’t feel that way.
lowkey: i think revelations like this are humbling.
some of these folks make it their mission to act like they have no issues.
we ALL have a cross to bear.
That was the DRYEST cry I have ever seen.
I hope he gets the (mental) help he needs regardless.
Idk him, but that headline pic of him is hot. Is it incorrect to assume that this is prob because he fell off on posting and needs to sob story it up to re-up on his subs/coinage?
Too bad I don’t care.
I’m sure it’s soulless only being wanted for your body but at least he gets paid. Some are unattractive and cannot use their looks to get paid.
And I’m going to say this and don’t care how anybody feels:
If you’re TRULY attractive, you don’t have to get naked. Just the desire/hope you’ll get naked keeps people going for a WHILE. Look at gays paying well over $100 for dudes in underwear hoping they “get comfortable and post full on nudity”.
You’re supposed to spend your goodwill through looks as long as you can, then move on when they demand nudity.
So excuse me if I don’t feel bad for people who have the game messed up.
You have described Jordan Torres to a T: “If you’re TRULY attractive, you don’t have to get naked. Just the desire/hope you’ll get naked keeps people going for a WHILE. Look at gays paying well over $100 for dudes in underwear hoping they “get comfortable and post full on nudity”.
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I don’t really understand this story, the only thing I can say and agree with off the jump is “ The internet is not your therapist”.
Look let’s be honest there are consequences in 2024 for starting Onlyfans, people are starting to lose their jobs once employers find out. We’ve seen teachers, nurses, police officers, and a lot of other professionals get fired for Onlyfans. As you pointed out people thought it was quick money, they thought all they would have to do was show their feet and they would make $500,000 a year or even a month.
I like watching interviews of pornstars sometimes and something that they always say is you have to know what you’re getting into because there is no going back. If you’re going to enter the adult entertainment industry you can’t half-step, you have to be committed.
Mmmmm???? Never heard of him. Hope he finds peace. He is a hot guy.