“last week” f*cked me so hard, i had no energy left

last week thursday,
i had to go off on my hosting company because of The Foxhole.
after getting the rudest customer service jackals,
one of them tried to gaslight me into paying 80 dollars for help.
that was pretty wild because just earlier that day,
someone fixed The Foxhole’s issue for free.
so during me going off about that,
homeboy gon’ say when addressing me…

“Ma’am…
Sir…
Ma’am…”

it felt pretty homophobic because he addressed me as a male in the call.
he was being a scumbag but i didn’t take the bait.
i’m glad i didn’t take the bait because it helped when i spoke to a manager.

along with that,
i was told my rent was going up a week before it was due.
i had that on my mind along with The Foxhole going down.
not only that,
my airpods pros decided to randomly stop working.

It was literally one thing after the m’fn next.

so i left everything and stepped away for my sanity.
this is why i have been silent these last few days.
there was so much i wanted to font about but i couldn’t.
literally,
i couldn’t because it wouldn’t let me update anything.
so many good stories i had opinions about too.

I don’t want to give too much energy to last week.
It wasn’t the best but I applaud myself for handling it well.

as far as The Foxhole is concerned,
we shall see how these updates go today.
something is already not working but i’m gonna work through it.
thank you for holding as always.