…just getting home,
i’ve been working some long ass hours these last 2 days.
ima have to turn into bed in a few because i’m tired af,
but i just wanted to font…
i should be back to normal by tomorrow.
it’s been a doozy these last few days.
as far as my anxiety,
it’s been down.
i’ve been really learning to breathe and stay in the moment.
it seems like The Higher One has taken over for this week for me.
shit that would usually stress me out has been thwarted in my favor.
the good news?
I haven’t thrown up once
now as far as an appetite is concerned,
that’s a whole “nother” story.
you ever met someone and said to yourself…
“He’s gonna be my man.”
you just felt “something” in your spirit.
it could have been the vibes or that “something“.
i know in this life,
it’s really hard to tell with certain energies.
you think you’re onto something and get the surprise you don’t want.
something feels different about someone i just met tho.
nothing has happened,
but the energy between us is strong.
i think that’s why i’m getting a lot of anxiety.
i’m picking up on something strong.
don’t get me wrong,
i’m still open to meeting other wolves.
not doing this again:
like one of the foxholers told me…
Just enjoy the good times
no “trying to figure out” or “chasing“.
just enjoy the good times,
don’t mentally plan out what will happen next,
and focus on myself.
i think it’s been working.