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I’m A Sinner… and I Like it That Way.

   Published Date: April 22, 2012  8 Comments on I’m A Sinner… and I Like it That Way.

Hail Mary, full of grace
Get down on your knees and pray
Jesus Christ, hanging on the cross
Died for our sins, it’s such a loss
Saint Christopher, find my way
I’ll be coming home one day
Saint Sebastian, don’t you cry
Let those poison arrows fly
Saint Anthony, lost and found
Thomas a cryin’, just stand your ground
All those saints and holy men…

Catch me before I sin again

I hate Christians.
I do not hate God.
I love him for the fact that he sent his only begotten son to die on the cross for me.
But, I really hate Bible Thumpers.
I hate them with a passion.
They are what is wrong with church today.

Where the fuck do you get off trying to tell me about myself?

I hate how they take every word in the Bible and try that live word for word.
Sitting in their glass houses thinking they are protected.
Then, want to sit in my face and act like the Virgin Mary.
All while being the devil in sheep’s cloth.
These church queens are the absolute worse.
Pretending to be holier than now, singing in the church choir.
I bet you didn’t realize that same pastor you are worshiping his judging your flamboyant behavior.
Then again,
he is thinking about that tithe money that is about to buy that Bugatti Veyron next week.

Or these D/L fools running to the altar, crying about the sins the committed.
Biting into the forbidden apple, but secretly saving another piece for later.


Look, I do not have the time.
And my God don’t either…

I sin.
I like men.
I think men are sexy as hell.
I fuck men when I see one worth fucking.
I’d fuck one in the church if I could.
I don’t give a flying fuck what a Christian has got to say actually.
You know why?
Because secretly, they like to get fucked too.
They just like to repent afterwards.
I smoke an imaginary cigarette.


… so what is the problem again?
Because it looks like all of us will be heading to hell.
At least I’ll have a lot of friends there.

God knows my heart and knows that I am a good and loyal person.
He has provided a great life for me, due to the circumstances.
I thank him every morning and night for my blessings.
I stay out of trouble and apologize when I do something wrong.

Don’t judge me and I won’t judge you.

I tried to be a good boy
I tried to be your all
Diminished myself
And I swallowed my light
I tried to become all
That you expect of me
And if it was a failure
I don’t give a…

😉

8 thoughts on “I’m A Sinner… and I Like it That Way.”

  1. You should not hate an entire group just because of a chosen few. The same goes with racism. All Christians do not try to live as the bible literally states, because they know that one, it was written in the past when life was totally different, and two, they would never live up to being perfect.

    I try not to judge because if I walk in mud, how can I kick dirt on someone else? (I do it on here for the fun of posting, but it’s all in good taste).

  2. I don’t believe loving who I love is sinning.That ideology goes against everything I know of my God.

    To suggest loving a man makes me a sinner is to suggest that my God makes mistakes. It is to suggest that he created me with sin. And even the holiest of Bible thumpers would be hard pressed to suggest as such, as all children are innocent.

    I strongly believe people have sacrificed the word of God for the benefit of man and what I mean by that is, humankind has allowed the church and religious doctrine to act as their lifeline to the love of God.

    Remember, it was the establishment that crucified Jesus.
    And at one point in history, the church WAS the government.
    The Christian Crusades, Slavery, the extermination of the American Indian.
    All of this was done in the name of religion.
    And none of that is representative of God’s love.

    So fuck what a church has to say about who I love. When have they ever been ministers of God’s word?

  3. Sigh…. Sometimes i ask God why am I this way… Ive tried the whole resist thing… but i still find myself very attracted to men, Im B, so i love and am attracted to women as well,i and sometimes it hurts me to think that im damned to hell just for loving…. Ive never really had one night stand everyone ive ever been with i was in a relationship with…smh… this post really made me think, and i go to church every sunday…

    2. We’re not going to hell Keyon, we were born this way. As long as we ask god to forgive us, he will. Attraction is something that we can’t help and of course god is aware of that. Just relax, and believe that he WILL forgive us.

      1. Forgive us for what? The way he made us? I ask God for the forgiveness of my sins, I don’t now and never have ever thought my sexual attraction was a sin. We should ask God to forgive us for self hating.

  4. As long as I love niggas I’m sinning. I just can’t resist them, they are so fine and so damn sexy. I just hope god will forgive me on judgement day.

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