my anxiety is back in full force again.
i’m not sleeping through the whole night.
i’m waking up to throw up at like 4or 5 am.
during another night of stomach issues,
i woke up with something on my mind.
it’s been on my mind for a while now.
after my hiv scare years ago,
i haven’t felt as comfortable to have random sex.
scrolling through dating and sex apps don’t excite me as they once did.
i don’t have many malegay friends to go out with.
i thought i met a poi i was 100% attracted to, but he might be entertaining a vixen these days. i had to wonder...
i’d let lamont johnson dive right in.
i want him swimming in my all of my wetness.
after a long and hard work day,
nothing is better than a wolf taking a dip in your foxhole.
well lamont had a shoot for “envy saje” swim wear. it was shot by “the cam killa” and this is what they did… Continue reading “Ironically, Lamont Johnson Makes Me Dripping Wet”
i have always been an open book when it came to my emotions.
i know it’s not the “manly” thing to do,
but i’d rather others knowwhat’s bothering me than bottling it up.
with that being said,
i oftenasked myself:
Are males supposed to be emotional?
it’s like we’re supposed to liein order to be considered a “man”.
the almighty male!
the one who bangs a lot of holes and wears designer clothes!
hear us roar! rarrrrrrrrrr!
well that won’tbe me.
judging from how the foxhole has been my “emotional journey” since ’09,
i guess many relate in some way or another.
thank you to those who continue not to judge me since then.
i saw a quote from viola davis the other day that represents me.
as you know,
viola is one of my favorite actresses.
this is a quick quote on what she told essencevia the root… Continue reading “It’s Sexy To Be A Hole Banging, Emotionally Pit less, Money Loving Volcano”