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Hey fellow foxen-friend. As a loving reader of your blog i took the opportunity today to write you something about my story, my goals, in hope to find out what you may say about this as i appreciate your views and see the connection we sometimes have. First of I have to tell you what some of your readers might not like: I’m a descendant of the snowfoxxes. My skin is looking like snow covered it, still I like me some men of a certain skintone. You know what I mean 😉 I live in a small village in germany, but despite what “Fanny” said, the gay-loving guy above meant it good with me. He placed an american air base close to my home. So I had the luck of meeting what I always wanted and yes – I got it. From a regular soldier to the powerful captain that sneaked me into what is forbidden for us germans, the air base. Liking what I experienced so far, I traveled to paradise: America! As a foxxen that likes rappers & ballers, of course, I had to travel to my new found hometown: LaLa Land. If you think by now, I’m one of those thirsty guys wanting famous guys and have their money. No thanks. I have a degree, I’d say I’m intelligent. Still I settled my goal to get a baller or rapper. Some laugh about me, some say I shouldnt dream so high, some call me cheap and compare me to a whore. I found this quote saying what I think I feel: “Sometimes we don’t reach for the stars. Sometimes we are satisfied with what people tell us we are supposed to be satisfied with. And I’m not going for that.” I was asking myself the whole time: Is there something good about it?

MY ANSWER..

thank you so much for tuning in!
i love that i have many different kind of foxes, wolves, and hybrids who tune in.
we accept everyone in the foxhole!
it makes this journey so cool in knowing we are everywhere.
i think people should be scared.
we run deep.

from your mail,
you seem like a strong fox who knows what he wants.
the fox,
an animal,
is sneaky and finds a way to get what he wants.
there is no challenge that is hard for him to carry out.

i was never one to listen to what people said i should “like“.
in my world,
if i want something and i feel strongly about it,
then i will get it.
when i think back on my life,
i have pretty much gotten everything i have wanted.
sometimes those things just landed in my lap with little to no effort.
usually, it was the things i asked for that i kinda forgot about.
i didn’t chase it or obsess over it.

this is what this ijf is built on.
people who know what they want and aren’t scared to express it.
it’s a shame that even in this lifestyle,
we still receive judgement from people who should know what it is like to feel judged.
i was told that my taste for certain wolves would never happen because:

“they are no d/l athletes and entertainers.”

“naw that guy with the body is straight.”

“the only men are all on chat sites and the basements of sex shops.”

i was tired of that shit.

these insecurities were coming from people who now i realize didn’t have dreams.
they all settled with bullshit.
i chose a different path.

people will not understand the things you like.
they will laugh,
joke,
and call you names for anything in life that “seems” unattainable.
they did the same to oprah.
jay-z uncle told him he would never make it with the music he was trying to push.
who knew we would have a black president for 2 terms????
these people had dreams.
they wanted something more.
something amongst the stars.

if you want something,
always keep it in your mind and go after it.
it won’t be easy,
but anything worth having shouldn’t be.
put yourself in the right positions and places.
never settle.
never hoe yourself out.
keep your eye on the prize and one behind your back.
while everyone is going left,
you are working on your own shit because you know it will eventually go right.
usually it happens when you least expect it.

keep the faith and good luck!

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